To the possibility of forever,
Before we get too far into the fairy tale of true love, I want to lay it all on the table. I do not want to get so far into lust that we both become blindsided by the reality of our true lives. I have fallen in love many, many times. Or so, I thought I had fallen in love. I was in love with the idea of how perfect the person could be that I didn't take the time to find out all of the person's flaws, to love the person's flaws. I am writing you to give you everything that you need to know about me. I hate mornings but I love my morning coffee. I have had two children out of wedlock whom love me very much and I would die for. I am what you consider a workaholic which often turns out to be a bad thing in every relationship I am in. It's hard when you grew up with nothing and you want your children to have it all. I have jealousy issues. Who doesn't? Let's be honest here. I am an attention hogger. I tend to grow upset if I feel like I am not an important aspect of your life. I cry easy. Very, very easy. I cry when I am hurt and I even cry at something like receiving flowers. I fall in love fast and it tends to burn me in the end. When I do fall in love, my all is given to that person. Even if I know that it will break me, I continue to pour everything that I have into it because I have this weird theory in my head that I can fix every broken person that I meet. I am drawn to the broken pieces someone has trailing behind them. At the end of it all, it pulls me apart even more causing me to lose the love I have for myself. It causes me to be the one with the pieces following behind me. I am coming to you now, at my most vulnerable, naked state, so you can understand why I cry when I do or when I laugh whenever I laugh. I am coming to you now with everything so that whenever I do fall apart, you know how to put me back together. I want you to realize that when I do grow distant, that it isn't always you. I want you to know why I am the way I am so we do not feel the need to give up on eachother. I want to walk away from this letter knowing that you are my possibility of forever.
With Love,
Jessica Meads xoxo
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An Open Letter Of Flaws (To all the boys contest)
RomanceJessica Meads is a woman who has been through the worst of the worst and continues to stay strong. She wants someone who will accept her with all of her baggage. She was so used to hiding everything but this time will be different.
