Endless Cycle- Cycle of Regret

Yoongi

Jan 1st, 2014

I was walking home at night when I heard screaming. I went to check it out and saw a man attacking a girl. My sister was raped and killed so something snapped in me and I immediately ran over there and started punching the hell out of him. I told him to get out of here before I kill him.

I look over to the girl and tell her everything is going to be ok she looks at me and nods and then asks if she could stay over at my place for a bit since she didn't have her own place. I felt bad for her so I just said she could stay as long as she wanted.

Feb 14th, 2014

I learned the girl's name is jisoo and we've become really close lately. I know its quick but I want to ask her out since it's Valentines Day and she's been acting lovey-dovey with me. I'm gonna try to do it tonight.

Jun 22nd, 2014

It's been 4 months since me and jisoo got together. Even though I've been distant with the guys I'm really happy I'm sure they want me happy so it's ok. Me and jisoo have been sexually active recently and it's amazing I think I'm gonna tell her the big 3 words tonight.

Feb 14th, 2015

I'm super happy with jisoo but she revealed some things about her in the past and I don't know if I should break up with her. I mean we've been together for 1 year I don't think I should ruin that so I'm just gonna celebrate our 1-year anniversary like nothing happened.

Oct 27th, 2015

We haven't been sexually active recently and she also been ignoring me unless she wants money. So I decided to confront her about that. We ended up arguing and I said some things I'm not proud of. I said she was probably whoring around like before for more money. She left crying and didn't come back a week later. When she came back I told her I was sorry and she said she would forgive me if I gave her 200 dollars. Of course, I gave her the money I love her and I need her in my life.

Dec 1st, 2015

She lied. She never loved me she never gave a fuck about me and only used me for money. She told me no one could ever love someone like me and she was right. How can anyone love someone so ugly on the inside and outside? I feel like dying,I might as well end it all.

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Alright i wrote this so you could understand the situation a little bit more with yoongi :) I hope you enjoy this chapter though thank you for the people reading :)

- Sazz