Beautiful wreck colorful mess GxG

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It was a normal night for us. I stayed the night at her house.

"Hey put the towel under the door while I finish rolling up" she murmured before putting the blunt up to her tongue.

I did as I was told. I knew something felt funny that night but I ignored it. Yes, I've had feelings for her for a while now but I convinced myself I was just happy to have a best friend like her.

I sat on her bed beside her while she lit up.

Soon smoke danced through the air and laughter and good vibes filled the room.

" I wanna try something" I blurted out on a leap of high courage.

"Wassup?" Ky asked with a stream of white smoke flowing out both nostrils .
My heart was pounding and my hands were drowning in sweat as I scooted closer. Something told me this was a bad idea but it's as if I don't have control of my body.

"Hit it" I nodded towards the blunt
Ky raised an eyebrow but didn't question it  as She hit the blunt again.

I slowly inched my face closer to hers

"Shot gun me." I whispered just inches away from her face. I swallowed hard I could feel her breath on my skin . She hesitated, and I immediately started thinking she was going to call me out.  She slowly but surely puckered her lips and blew the smoke into my mouth.

Although there was space in between our lips the moment felt so sensual and right.

I leaned further in until I felt her soft plump lips on mine.

My eyes went from being closed to widened when I felt her lips press back . I thought maybe we were on the same page.

After the kiss felt like the longest silence in the world the only thing thicker then the tension was the smoke in the air.

Ky interrupted the silence with a laugh. "That was some high ass gay ass shit" she said through her laughter.
I tried to laugh along with her but it just sounded forced.

"That was extra gay" she managed to squeak out while laughing "Bro we are both studs. That's like two niggas kissing"

I let out another forced chuckle "yea. I guess I mean not really because we are both female but I guess I know what you mean" I rambled , I was panicking this whole time I though we were only waiting on me to make a move. Now I've made a move and everything is falling apart.

I just threw myself back onto the bed and sighed

"I can't believe we did that gay ass shit" she said letting out her last few chuckles "I'm glad Mia wasn't around for that you know how paranoid she gets" she joked. Mia is her jealous ass girlfriend who thinks everyone is trying to steal her away.

Jokes on her because I am. Clearly this didn't go as plan but this is the girl of my dreams, I think she's my soulmate. I'd embarrass myself trying all my life if it meant I had the smallest chance of being with her.

"Jade?" Ky questioned.

I pretended to be asleep.

The car ride to school in the morning was tense. I was frustrated with her for not feeling what I felt and she seemed annoyed with my quietness.

I wanted to talk but all I could think about is that I wanted her. I was scared that if I opened my mouth our relationship will never be the same.

Ky pulled out her phone while driving causing me to shift focus.

"Kyra Moore. Put the phone down" I groaned I hate it when she tries to use her phone and drive I get so paranoid when she FaceTimes me or texts me while driving I don't want to lose my baby before she even knows she's my baby.