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5

My life is a mess.

I never knew how hard it is to juggle two girls. Even harder if they both are masculine and don't like each other very much.

"Shut up!" Tay growled at Ky as Ky purposely distracted us from cake baking.

Ky smirked "Don't be mad because your girl is easily distracted" she said making eye contact with me.

Fuck.

Ever since we almost had sex that night she has been openly flirting with me. Even sober. It is so hard to resist and she knows it. She also knows that I want her so much that I can't work up enough strength to tell her to stop even if I'm talking to Tay.

"Chill out asshole" I groaned throwing the nearest pillow at her and avoiding eye contact with Tay.

I could feel her stare with one lifted eyebrow burning a hole into my head.

I'm sure she knows what Ky meant.

I pulled out my phone to avoid looking at either one of them and just rubbed on Tay's butt as she cuddled with me.

"Is this what you two do when I'm gone? .... steamy" Ky teased making a sly face.

I hate that I love her sometimes.

"I don't know why don't you leave and not come back and I'll tell you about it later" Tay bellowed before grinding her teeth.

"Nothing would happen anyway." Ky shot back with that stupid smirk on her face.

She knows that Tay and I still haven't been sexually active. I wish I didn't have to tell my crush details about my sex life but she also my best friend and I have to talk about it with somebody.

Tay started to get up but I grabbed her . "Kyra I'm not telling you again" I said sternly "stop"

She bit her lip.

I know her very well she liked it when I was demanding but she also knows that I will kick her out of my room if I have to.

"No let her keep running her mouth" Tay huffed trying to squeeze out of my grip one more time before giving up.

"Hey! Both of you! Chill the fuck out you're killing my high and I WILL make both of you leave." I put my foot down.

Tay groaned and rested her head on my chest and Ky rolled her eyes pretending to be distracted by her phone.

My phone vibrated

Ky: How can you have her on top of you and not wish it was me ?

I shot her a look.

It's like I just can't have this easy. I want Ky . I really really really want Ky. She's my crush she's smart, funny and sexy as fuck. I've wanted her for a long time. I also don't think it's right to just leave Tay. I like her a lot. We have great chemistry she's also smart, funny and she's sexy the connection is just not as strong. I just don't see how it's fair to leave her but I know it's not fair to fuck around with Ky behind her back. We aren't together though.. at the end of the day I'm just dating.

Jade: don't do this 🙄

Ky: wow. 😂

I watched her grab her book bag and sling it over her shoulder and head out the door.

I sat up to follow her but Tay put her hand on my chest to stop me.
" are you really going to follow her?" She squinted "she just wants all of your attention, she's being a bitch. I think she has a crush on you or something" Tay spat.