How could you Deny them

I dont know about all that

I woke up with a head ache. I put on some of Roc's big shirts. I wasn't going to do anything today. Maybe i'll take the girls to Disney land. I went downstairs to see Roc sleep with the girls on his chest. It seems they had a rough night with toys all over. I went upstairs and hopped in the shower. I put on black emoji pants, black Versace shirt, and black combat boots. I made the girls bottle and fed them. I put them in there play pen and watched Tv. I felt arms wrap around my shoulder and it was roc.

Roc: hey babe

Me: -chuckles- I'm not bae

Roc: say's who?

Me: says me. I'm just the baby mama

Roc: nahh I'm gone make you my wife

Me: haha your funny

Roc: anyway... what you got planned for today?

Me: I was thinking about taking the girls to Disney land

Roc: you gone invite me?

Me: nahh I'm good

Roc: you cold.

Me: yup -laughs-

Roc: Yn please let me love you again

Me: Chresanto how will I know you not about to cheat or leave me again

Roc: because I want to spend the rest of my life with you

Me: -smiles-

Roc: so what you say?

Me: I say I don't know about all of that. Maybe just friends for now

Roc: how about f^ck buddies?

Me: Chresanto August are you crazy.

Roc: I ain't had none at all

Me: and who problem is that?

Roc: -grabs my waist- babe please

Me: Roc stop

Roc: -kisses neck-

Me: R.roc stop. The twins

Roc: come upstairs

Me: no

Roc: aight fine but I'm gone get some

Me: yea u can. But just not mines -smiles-

Roc: what ever you make me so mad sometimes

Me: you can leave I don't care. I've been a single mother for 2 years. I'm used to it

Roc: Yn you are so f^ckin extra. I'm here now so it don't matter

Me: -chuckles- leave

Roc: what!?

Me: E X I T. To the left

Roc: baby I was just (gco)

Me: honestly Chresanto I don't care. Don't Text Call Oovoo FaceTime DM or kik me. Unless it's about Royal and Noah. So leave

Roc: can I say (gco)

Me: Leave!

Roc: let me say bye to my kids

Me: 10 seconds

Roc: Bye daddies princess's. I'll be back. Daddy loves you both -kisses forehead-

Me: 5. 4

Roc: -kisses me- bye Yn -walks out-

*That kiss was something else. It gave me butterflies like when we first met. In high school*

**FLASH BACK**

(Alarm goes off)

Ughh high school. I got up took a shower and got ready. I put on bleached skinny's, white crop top, blue aqua's, and my hair going down my back. I went downstairs and saw my mom taking her medicine.

Me: Hey ma -smiles-

Mom: Hey baby -kisses forehead-

Me: did you eat ma

Mom: -coughs- umm yea I ate -smiles-

Me: okay I'm going to school. I love you

Mom: okay love you too

I walked out to the bus stop. I saw the "crew" of Chresanto. He is the hottest boy in school. Player type.

Roc: Hey Yn when you gone let me take you out

Me: -blushes- you're not my type. You're a player. If you play me I'll cut your balls off -gets on bus-

Roc: I'm not gone play you

Me: W.e

Roc: come here

Me: -walks to where he sits-

Roc: sit down don't be nervous

Me: -sits down-

Roc: you got something on your mouth

Me: i know that trick and it ain't gone(gco)

Roc: -kissing me-

I had these huge butterflies in my stomach. Never felt like that. He never talked to me. like ever!

Me: -pulls back- wow

Roc: I'm having a party at my house tonight. I want you to come

Me: okay I'll try -smiles-

Roc: okay -pecks lips again-

Me: -blushes-

**FLASH BACK OVER**

I got out my Memories and heard the sound of Noah and Royal crying. I have them toys and they couldn't stop crying. They were looking at something behind me. I turned around and BAM💥