How could you Deny them

Baby boy?

I woke up and walked to the bathroom. Like I always do take a shower and brush my teeth. I put on black joggers, white tank I went to the living room and saw what made me wanna throw up. Ray hanging from and rope attached to the chandelier. I dropped down and started crying. I ran to him and tried to get him down. I ran to the kitchen and grabbed a knife. I got on top of a chair and cut the tight rope that was around his neck. I grabbed him slowly and sat him on the couch. I stated doing CPR on him. I breathed in and out.I kept pumping his chest. It's not working. I remember saying I'm sorry Ray please wake up. I ran to the phone and dialed 911. The lines are busy. Then the phone started to ring--

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I woke up sweating and panicking. I ran down stairs and saw Ray sleep on the couch. I ran over to him and kissed his lips. I walked back upstairs and got in the shower. I put on a daisy sun dress, black jelly's, and a daisy head band. I grabbed my black Coach purse and went to the living room where Ray was sleeping. I didn't even notice the boys were still here. I kissed his lips again and was about to walk out the door when he grabbed my hand and pulled me back.

Ray: where you going ?

Yn: you really wanna know

Ray: yes

Yn: I'm going to get my nails done

Ray: let me take you

Yn: okay I'll tell the girls.

I walked upstairs and told the girls we were leaving. They just nodded and went back to sleep. I went downstairs and saw Ray and Roc talking.

Ray: Yn

Yn: I don't even want to hear it. I'm going to the nail shop

Roc: let me take my girls every other weekend.

Yn: okay what ever I don't care.

Ray: Yn I'm ready

Yn: okay hurry

I walked out to the car. I started it up and turned on the AC. I turned on cut the Bitch off. I started singing along when Ray and roc got in the car.

Yn: it ain't nothing cut that bitch off.

Ray&Roc: *looks at you*

Yn: nothing but a bird imma leave you where you stand hoe

My phone started ringing and I paused the music and answered it.

📲📲Convo📲📲

Yn: hello?

Desiree: hey girl

Yn: hey

Desiree: let me tell you what Roc is doin

Yn: he in the car with me *laughs*

Desiree: this nigga not helping me with anything. He always over some girls house

Yn: he's a dead beat.

Desiree: Yn the crazy thing is that I let him see him. It ain't like I'm refusing.

Yn: he gone say "Yn let me take the girls every other weekend" you could've been did that

Desiree: so how's you and Ray

Yn: we're good. I guess you can say that

Desiree: what's been happening ?

Yn: the fact that he invited the whole group inside the house without even asking me. Like how you know that I wanted roc around me. He wants a baby

Desiree: girl no

Yn: girls yes *laughs*

Desiree: people on my twitter saying "how you and Yn friends when y'all got the same baby daddy" Dafuq get out our business

Yn: exactly. *parking*

Desiree: ask the girls do they wanna baby sit Royal

Yn: I'll do it when I get home. *gets out car * I'll call you back when I'm done with my nails

Desiree: aight

📲📲End📲📲

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Roc: who you was talking too

Ray: free my baby daddy chocolate drop

Ray: she was talking to Des

Roc: why?

Yn: because I'm grown

I sat down in the chair and put my feet in the water. I watched Ray and Roc look at this girls booty. Let me call this dude and ask him what he looking at

Yn: you staring mighty hard at her cake

Ray: Oh I wasn't looking

Yn: you lying

Ray: ok I was

Yn: I know you was

He didn't wanna text me back. Then he looked at me and walked towards me. Then he turned around and sat down. Stupid ass