A Dragon From Asgard (Loki X OC Fanfic)(Completed)

Chapter 9: Levi the Snow Leopard

Loki P.O.V

I woke up with a really bad headache. The memories of last nights events still plagued my mind. I felt so stupid, I thought only Thor was stupid enough to get drunk because he was depressed. I guess I was wrong. I heard groaning and the bed began to move. I turned around and came face to face with Andrea's face. Her beautiful sleeping face that brought back unwanted and painful memories. To this day I still couldn't look her straight in the eyes without remembering all the pain I caused her, all the guilt would come flooding back everytime I saw her face. I still couldn't enjoy her smiling face or her sleeping one.

This wasn't the first time I drank, ever since she woke up without any memories, it broke my heart and the nightmares still plagued me so I drink to numb the pain. I told her about the nightmares but I never told her what they were about or what I was doing to try and make them stop, they were mostly about all the horrible things I did in the past but the most recent ones were about her and those ones far outwighed the rest. I did have nightmares before but they've become more frequent now. I would wake up in the middle of the night then I would get drunk to force myself to sleep. It was the only way I knew to get some sleep without seeing the nightmares again but it always didn't last long. 

I stared at her face and moved my hand to caress it but I stopped just inches away from her face. I don't deserve this, I don't deserve her. My head started to ache but the pain in my chest hurt far more than a headache or a hangover. I slowly moved my head off of her lap and tried to get up without waking her up. She stirred and her eyebrows furrowed while she groaned and I froze. She soon calmed down. I gently laid her down on my bed then tucked her in, she yawned in her sleep then she smiled, cuddling into the blankets. Her smile was sweet but I still couldn't enjoy it. I didn't deserve to see that smile of hers nor did I deserve to enjoy it after all the pain I put her through.

"I'm sorry...Andrea~"

Andrea P.O.V

I woke up and noticed that I wasn't sitting with my back against the wall anymore. I must've fallen asleep but...where was Loki? I rubbed the sleep off of my eyes and I slowly got up. The room was dark but there was some light shining through the window. I yawned and stretched and figured that he was already up and awake. Which meant that I had to get up too. I fixed his bed then went to my room to take a shower and change. I took off all of the bandages and my wounds were already gone. 

After my shower, I changed into my signature green shorts but this time I wore a black oversized shirt that hung off of one shoulder. Don't tell anyone but...I stole it from Loki. His shirts always felt soft and comfy and it was the perfect size for me. I went to the kitchen to grab some breakfast and saw that Dr. Banner was there making his coffee. "Goodmorning Dr. Banner" I greeted. He turned to me and waved back. "Have you seen the others?"  I asked as I grabbed a few eggs from the fridge. "I think they went out on a small time mission. It's nothing too dangerous so you shouldn't worry yourself too much"

"Is Loki with them?"

"I don't believe so...why?" he questioned. I was about to answer truthfully until I realised that it was a situation that could be easily misunderstood. "N-nothing in particular, I was just wondering" I could tell my cheeks were flushed but I tried not to act out of the ordinary. He sighed then leaned on the counter top, his labcoat dangling off of the floor. "You must understand this...Loki...he's done some pretty terrible stuff in the past. He's hurt alot of people and I'm worried...that he could hurt you too" he commented and I felt my fists clench. 

"Dr. Banner...please understand this also. I know all about the bad things he's done in the past because he told them to me. He told me everything but it didn't change the way I saw him. He's a broken person, just like me and that's why I want to stay with him. That's also partly why I worry about him. He's gone through so much and I...I want to be there to comfort him. He's trying his best. I believe he is. I...care about him"