Levis heart brake

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Armin sat there in awe listening to levis words not believing he threw himself under the bus like that. Armin blushes when Levi hints that he was in love with eren. He covered his mouth unable to take all what Levi was saying. He had never seen Levi pour his emotions out like this. "Levi..." Armin couldn't help self to stand and linger on the thought to hug the small male that was now sobbing on the ground like a broken-hearted man that just lost everything he ever held dear to his heart.

Eren looks at him in awe and total loss. Did he hear him right? Was this man really in love with him? This man who took the section leaders Virginity and then handicapped him? Eren shook in utter disbelief and was just in pure disgust. "How could I trust you to not do to me what you just did to Hanji? I may be able to heal, unlike Hanji... You've ruined his career, his life, and not to mention yanked his fucking heart out! I could never love someone who did that, you're more of a monster than I am, and I'm a fucking titan." Just then Moblit pokes his head into the room. "Levi... If you don't feel like facing hanji i suggest leaving. He's requested to see and talk to Eren since they're both awake. He's willing to talk to you, but only if you're willing to stay and as long as there are other people in the room with you both."

Levi looked at moblit and stood up slowly. "I don't expect you to ever love me again eren." Levi said quietly. "But know this, I'll never speak to you again, you'll never see me again and I don't ever want to look at you again...This is good bye." Levi said colder than ice walking away from eren and passing Armin to moblit. "I want to try to mend my relationship with hanji. I'll be leaving the scouting regiment also. I want to know if he'll let me care for him. I owe that to hanji." He waited for moblit to say something.

Armin gulped listen to levis deep voice growl those last words to Eren. He thought the man was scary before but Levi with a broken heart was way worse. Armin stepped aside then walked to eren "I-I think it's better we go somewhere else until Levi is done then come back..." Armins blue eyes has black circles around them.

Eren turns onto his side not wanting to look at Levi anymore. "Just go to hell you fucking demon!"

Moblit looks at Levi and then at Armin. "I'm ok with it. Hanji will need a caretaker. As long as you don't mind someone dropping by weekly to check on things. Is that ok with you Armin?" Hanji was hidden in his wheelchair behind a half wall. Moblit was talking with him and passing along information. "Hanji agrees with my plan."

Hanji sits there just numb at the moment. He really didn't care at this point who came to help take care of him. He was a little nervous about being around Levi. But he was willing to give it a go to see what would happen.

Levi ignored eren he was completely done with everyone but hanji. Levi looked at moblit and hugged him "I'm sorry..." Levi didn't expect the apology to be taken as moblit pushed him away going into the room. The the short male walked into the room to find hanji. Levi slowly made his way behind the half wall and looked at hanji. When he got to the male in the wheel chair his emotions slap him in the face and he collapses into hanjis lap. "Hanji... please... I will only be loyal to you and only you. I'm a fuck up and I know that. This is why I didn't want to get to close to anyone. I want us to work. I want to be the one caring for you. It should be my job. I'm done with survey Corps and eren. I'm only yours now...." Levi kept he head in hanjis lap.

Hanji pets Levi's hair. "It'll take me time to trust you again... But I'll let you regain it by being my caretaker." He sighs softly looking at the broken man in his lap. "I'll be able to leave tomorrow morning... Moblit is having a place set up for us inside of wall Sina. Life will be easier and safer there for me."

Levi shook crying hearing hanjis words of forgiveness, that's all he needed, all he wanted. "I promise you... you will trust me again." Levi just laid there not moving from hanjis lap. "I'll get my paper work ready tonight and sigh everything I need to resign." Levi didn't want to leave hanjis side at all, but he needed to start with the paper work it was getting late.

Hanji's smiles just a little when Moblit walked up. "Levi. I have to put Hanji to bed. You go start your paperwork... I'll come by in a bit to talk to you about what you'll have to do with Hanji ok?" Moblit backs Hanji up and takes him to his room. Most of hanjis stuff was already moved out and in the new place. Moblit placed Hanji in bed and helped cover him up. He couldn't feel the pain from his back, but Moblit still gave him pain meds just incase "you take such care of me Moblit... I'm going to miss you." Moblit kneels by him and sighs holding a hand. "I'll be the one visiting weekly. But I'm going to miss you too..." He leaves hanji alone for the night.

Levi swallowed his crying and looked up at hanji. "Hanji can.. can I hug you?" Levi wanted to ask a different question but he thought kissing wouldn't be a good idea at this moment. He looked at hanji then changed his mind "never mind it'll only hurt you..." Levi turned away form hanji and when to his room quickly. When he finally got the his had a mental brake down. After a for moments of packing he finally fixed up all the paper work and then finally relaxed.

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