Still Dreamin' About U (lil peep x reader)

➈ now you bleedin through your cuticles

[𝐘/𝐍] 𝐏𝐎𝐕

Gus and I walked across the field towards the school waving at Ms. Kelsey as we left.

Au revoir mentally troubled lady!

We strolled down a way too familiar street named Jericho.
This was my street.

We reached the end of my road and turned onto a lane off of the Main Street.
Lilian Lane.

I looked over at Gus and then looked back up the street. It was about a five minute walk from my house.

"Gus you know that we live like super close right?"
I said smiling.

"Oh really? That's cool! Now I'll have to come visit you all the time!"
He said with a slight grin.

I blushed and looked down towards the
ground the rest of our walk.

Soon enough we reached at cozy looking house with an old beat up Nissan in the front.

No it wasn't the most lavish and expensive house, but Gustav lived there and as long as he's here it'll always be special in it's own way.

Gus dug into his bag. He pulled out a key and shoved it into the red front door.

"Welcome to my humble abode m'lady. What's mine is yours! Make yourself at home."
He said throwing his arms out gesturing towards his living room.

His remark made me laugh.

Peep looked pleased with himself as he turned right down the hall into a dark room.

I followed him into the room as he flicked the lights on. I saw that we were in his bedroom.

Hentai posters covered the walls with a couple band posters scattered around as well. The walls were painted a light shade of blue.

"Wow Gus, it's very...you."
I said observing the walls around me.

"Is that a good or bad thing?"
He said as he hopped onto his bed.

I reached out and touched one of the pictures on his dresser.

"Is this your mom?"
I said smiling politely.

"Yeah, that's my momma. She gets off work at 7. You'll see her then."
He said laying back on his bed.

"She's very pretty."
I said while putting the photo back down.

And yes, that is a good thing
I replied

I climbed onto his queen size bed sat beside him. I looked over and saw him staring at me intensely.

"So [y/n] , even though we have to go to the shit hole we call school; I'm assuming you have something you wanna do after this is over."
Gus said grinning at me as he rolled over to grab a pre rolled blunt on his bedside table

I'm assuming no one came into his room because I would get my ass beat if my mom came in and just saw my weed laying there.

"No actually. I don't really have anything in mind. I've always been good at the artistic side of school but everyone always tells me I'll never make a stable job blah blah- but I hate the idea of just working a nine to five."
I said looking towards the ceiling imagining the life my parents want me to have.

Big house, warm and welcoming. Kids running outside on the lawn, big picket fence. The cliché home.

My "adoring" husband pulls into the driveway wearing a blue dress shirt tucked into his pants with an empty coffee cup in hand.

He climbs out of the car to be welcomed with hugs from all 3 of my triplets.

"Daddy!! You're home!"
All three of them say with joy.

I snap out of my imagination and sigh heavily.

Although that's the "perfect" life it's one I can't imagine myself having.

Gustav takes a long drag as he passes it over to me.

"I mean, you should do what you love. Literally fuck everyone else whatever you wanna do you can fucking do it. I believe in you."

He said while exhaling. Blowing out the smoke letting it float in the air.

"I know someday I'll do something to remember. I don't know what yet but I just have to. I know it."
He said gazing at the ceiling like I had just done.

Everything Gus had just said filled me with a sense of warmth.

We finished the first blunt and we were onto the next.

Gus and I talked a little bit about our families. He has a brother who's out with friends, and his grandmother lives two houses down.

I told him all about last summer when my family visited a cottage and I got stranded in the middle of the lake on a kayak.
As well as other random stories that crossed my mind.

I could tell Gus anything. It felt so, comfortable.

Soon enough I realized that we had been smoking indica and I was ready to pass out.

"You're looking tired lil ma, I am too.
Get over here."
Gus said patting the pillow beside him.

I chuckled and didn't move for a minute thinking about Emma.

"Oh come on now! I don't bite!"
He said playfully

I rolled my eyes jokingly and sighed
"Oh alright if I have tooooooo...."

I laid down onto a surprisingly comfortable pillow and looked over to Gustav who had wrapped his arm around me.

"Night night Gus Gus."
I said snuggling in closer.

"Night night cutie, have a good sleep."
Gus said while closing his eyes.

With that I drifted into a peaceful sleep.