[𝐘/𝐍] 𝐏𝐎𝐕
For the next two days I cried.
I ignored every text, call, email, dm from Gus.
I skipped the next three days ignoring any form of communication from anyone except for my birth giver.
(My mother)
Who had thought I'd come down with the cold.I had been laying in my bed around 11pm trying to cry myself to the sleep like I had been doing every night.
When all of a sudden I heard a tap on my partly open window."Gus?"
I said quickly wiping my eyes."Hey lil ma, you weren't answering my texts so I thought I'd come for a visit."
He said smiling as he came through my window."Gustav I don't want to talk to you- besides, how did you even get up here?"
I said smiling slightly."I went up the old oak tree by your window. I could've freaked you by walking on your roof but I decided to be the more mature person."
He said now standing in my dark room.I looked up at the tall Gus standing awkwardly in my room.
My eyes welt up I and started to cry.
"I'm sorry Gus Gus. I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
I said now sobbing."No no, it's my fault don't cry, please don't cry."
He said climbing into my bed beside me."I died that day you left my room in tears. I still feel like shit for what I did to you. You don't have to forgive me but I promise I'll never hurt you like that again."
He said stroking my hair.I laid in his arms crying my heart out.
"I'm sorry I freaked out on you Gus, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it I just..."
"Shhhh, it's okay Don't worry about it. I'm the one who should be sorry. I'm so sorry."
I sat still in his arms.
Glancing up at him with tears in my eyes,
I kissed him.
He kissed me back while cupping my face.I pulled away still partly crying.
"Go to sleep baby, you'll feel better in the morning."
He said rubbing my back while I was wrapped in his arms once again"Goodnight Gus Gus."
I said calmed down."Goodnight cutie."
He said closing his eyes.
...
The sun streamed through the curtains onto Gus and I still embraced in each other's arms.
I looked up at his face that had the sun outlining his features with dust dancing around his head.
I love him, I love him, I love him.
"Gus Gus, it's time to wake up sleepyhead."
I said resting my head on his chest.
He moaned slightly but still had his eyes glued tight.
"PeePee, my lil peepee, it's time to wake up!!!"
I said wrapping my legs around his waist.Gus opened his eyes and kissed me on the forehead.
"Good morning you lil bitch! I didn't want to wake up!!"
He said now frowning.I chuckled and looked up at him.
"That sucks..."
I said with a fake sad voice.We snuggled for a few more minutes until I finally got up stretching myself out.
Once again I was in nothing but a hoodie and panties. This time it was my own.Gus looked at me and winked.
"Lookin hot lil mama."
He said sitting up on the bed.
"I think you look better in mine."
He said devilishly.I kneeled down on my bed close to his lips admiring him.
He closed his eyes and put his face closer to mine.I smirked and put a finger up against his puckered lips.
"So what are we doing today?"
I said swaying my hips as I walked away.It was so fun to tease this son of a bitch.
I stripped off my hoodie leaving me in nothing but undies.
I grabbed my bra off of the floor and turned to Gustav.
Who was now staring directly at me with his jaw almost to the floor.
"Don't leave your mouth open dear, you'll catch flies!"
I said closing his mouth with my right hand grazing against his thigh with my left."I uh- right right sorry."
He said dumbfounded.I grabbed his lonerism sweater from my closet and chucked it at him.
"Get your clothes on! You look a lil bare."
I said to Gus who had black jeans from two weeks ago on. With no shirt.Gus caught the shirt and continued staring.
I grabbed a lacy red thong from my dresser and stripped off my old ones making sure he got a good look of what kind of junk in the trunk I had.
I slipped on a pair of black ripped jeans just like ones he was wearing paired with a red hoodie with the word "alone" etched on the front.
I tugged my fingers through my knotted hair and was about to head to the bathroom when Gustav stood in front of me blocking my path.
"Babyyy, you can not do that to me."
He said grabbing my hips pulling me into him."Do what?"
I said playfully.
"Get dressed? Would you rather me walk out naked for the entire world to see?""No, no, no. You're all mine."
He said grabbing hips."Oh? Are ya a little uh- excited now?"
I said gesturing down to his boner."Only for you..."
He said kissing my neck.I pushed him away by his forehead, turning around to look at him.
"We've got things to do!"
I said while opening the door and leaving.My little peeper followed me into the bathroom as I applied some mascara.
"So we really can't do annnnnything?"
He said giving me puppy dog eyes."You know Gus, you've really got me thinking with that sweet voice of yours but...
I'm not thhhaaaat easy!"I said, turning away from him once again.
I walked down my stairs grabbing the keys to my father's white mustang. While I passed the front door. I threw on my checkered vans and left the house."
I hopped into the passenger seat as Gus looked at me in confusion.
"Where we going Lil Peep? You're taking me out for a date." I said throwing my keys at him.
Gustav smirked at me and said.
"Lil Peep huh, alright lil mama you'll see what I got planned for you today."
He started the car engine.

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