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Okay, hi, hello. 

A lot of people have been voting on this book and adding it into their reading lists. Question, What the fuck, why? lmao. Are people like genuinely interested in my life or are you just adding it for something to read? Hah

Anyway, thanks if you added it to a reading list or voted on it, I guess? I mean, I didn't expect people to actually read any of my books but, I was wrong I guess. 

Welp, let's dive into the depressing- ish stuff. SO. I actually am doing okay lately, I haven't been so hard on myself and that's a very surprising thing for me because I've always had high expectations for my self. My family doesn't really bother me as much as they used to, I guess I've gotten used to the shit they pull on me, Hah, I usually block them out so it's whatever. I have updates on that stupid little crush I had on that very toxic person, I no longer like them, I've always known how toxic they were but I always felt as if I had to like them, I no longer talk to them because I don't really use the application I used to talk to them anymore. NOW LET'S TALK ABOUT SCHOOL : ))). So I haven't started school yet because my teachers are on strike, I'm actually annoyed because I just want to get school over with and this is also making my anxiety sky rocket because I need to go to school and figure my schedule out. My school is semi- big, and me, a freshman, will get lost very easily and I will have to speak to people and that is no bueno. All the freshmen had to go to this two day school 'camp' thingy (which wasn't really a camp lmao, they just called it that) and we went around to different teachers and they talked about rules and stuff, which I find frustrating because I would have loved to go around the school as if it were a school day to learn my friggen schedule and figure crap out but nope, we had to learn rules and dress codes and stuff when we could have done that on the actual first day of school. Okay, my ranting is over. 

I hope you had/are having/ have a lovely day. : )