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I legitimately want to end me oops

You just gotta love your family, right? Like, no matter how emotionally or physically abusive they are.. Right? 

It's just logic. Guys, no, I'm not being serious. I just don't know what to do anymore. I've just been having a slightly bad week and it's causing me to have breakdowns. My dad has been making me feel useless and like a failure, so that's fun, my mother is making excuses for as to why he's doing it, my sister has been making my self image go down and my fear for being around her go up and no one is helping me, my oldest sister and her boyfriend moved into a city 4 hours away and I haven't been able to see them which makes me seriously scared, because I feel secure only around them. 

I feel like I'm stuck, I don't know what to do and I can't escape my problems anymore. I've had to deal with a rumor surfacing in a school that I don't even go to, that rumor being I snuck out of someone's house while they were asleep to go smoke weed, which I  would NEVER do. I've had to deal with myself, trying to make myself not want to just end everything. I've had to deal with a lot of other shit I would rather not say because it's personal, and just.. So much more.

Anyway, I'm currently sobbing and I need to compose myself before anyone gets home. I'm just ranting, don't come up to me at school and bring shit up, and don't comment saying shit like "I'm here for you!" or "I love yoiu!!!1!!!", if you want to talk to me dm me.

Thanks for reading, I guess.