Soulmates.... TO YOU?!?!

Chapter 4

I had to start the game which sucked but hey I had to go since I was chosen to go first. 

Momo: Ok Tzuyu, Truth or Dare 

Me: Truth

Momo: ugh you are no fun...anyway, ummm...Idk I'm stumped on a truth 

LT: how about what would you do if your soulmate was in this room?

Momo: Good one! ok so? 

Me: Um.. I don't know I would be maybe happy but I don't think that's possible since everyone has a partner except for Jungkook and I'm pretty sure it's not me! So yeah 

Momo: well you never know maybe it is Jungkook maybe it isn't who knows! Anyway your turn. 

Me: OK. hmmm...Jungkook! Who is your soulmate? or do you not know her? 

JJ: I know her...it's just I don't think she knows that I am her soulmate yet... 

Me: Oh! Well can we at least know her name? 

JJ: Um..her initials are L.T., her last name is Lee...that's all I am saying. 

Me: ok fine! anyway your turn.

JJ: ok um...RM! - 

And the game continued until every person went  which took a while since people kept choosing people who already went but it's ok. After that we allowed the couples to play 7 minutes in heaven while Jungkook and I sat out. 

While we waited we decided to pick out some movies and get some snacks. During that time Jungkook kept touching my thighs and even back-hugged me after I had asked him to get something of the top shelf for me. I know it was really cliche but whatever I didn't care since he started apologizing during it. 

 After 7 minutes in heaven and a couple movies almost everyone was asleep. Except for Myself, Jungkook, and the people who were going to go home. After the people who wanted to go home went home, Jungkook and I decided to wake up people and send them to bed. Most of the couples went to share a bed in some of the rooms while others went to the couches downstairs in the basement and slept there. 

Jungkook and I stayed up watching movies. I somehow ended up cuddling him while we watched a really cute movie about a couple. Then eventually I fell asleep in his arms listening to his heartbeat. I don't understand how we ended up like that but I was ok with it since we were on better terms now. 

{Next Morning} 

I woke up early so I could make breakfast for everyone which was a lot. But I was ok with it since they all needed a break. While I was cooking I heard shuffling upstairs and in the living room. Soon I felt arms wrap around my waist and a head on my shoulder. I knew from the height and his cologne that it was none other than Jeon Jungkook himself. I was kind of confused on why we became so touchy with each other but I was ok with it. 

While I was cooking I started to feel a burning sensation on my wrist. I started to clutch it in pain and doubled over while groaning. Jungkook raced to my side asking what's wrong and finally the burning subsided and turned into a slight heat while my wrist throbbed. I looked down and saw that I got my tattoo! Then it hit me...Today is my birthday...how could I forget. 

After snapping out of my thoughts I looked down and saw the initials JJ...wait...JJ?! So that means...Jeon Jungkook...is...my SOULMATE?! Well now it makes sense as to why his initials are L.T....Lee Tzuyu... yes I can get confused for Taeyong since we have the same initials but my initials always have periods in them while his doesn't. 

After I looked at my tattoo, I looked up at Jungkook and saw him smiling. I smiled but then it soon turned into a frown after I realized...I'm stuck with him! He saw my frown and soon his smile faded. 

JJ: Why are you frowning? Aren't you happy? 

Me: No i'm not because i'm stuck with you after you were a jerk to Momo and bullied me until you graduated! why would I be happy about being soulmates with my childhood bully?! 

JJ: i'm sorry tzuyu I just...I just wanted your attention since I found out it was you...you never paid me any attention since you were always busy or ignored me when I said hi! I didn't know what to do at that point...I'm sorry 

Me: sorry doesn't cut it jungkook! I cried everyday after school because of the hurtful things you would say to me! I cried with Momo after you bullied her for finding out she had a crush on you! You had NO right to be mean to her! we were JUST KIDS! I'm sorry but I need time to process this and I'm not rejecting you I just need to think... 

After that I ran upstairs to my room that I had here in the NCT dorm since I came here a lot to spend time with my brother and his friends. I used to share a separate dorm with the dreamies  since I was close to their age and I had only been an idol for a year and I was helping the dreamies during their trainee stages.  

I quickly opened and shut my door and jumped onto my bed in tears. I couldn't believe I got my bully as my soulmate...I guess my luck is good and bad at the same time...I never said anything but...I had a crush on Jungkook at the same time as Momo...I just kept my feelings at bay since she was clearly head over heels in love with him. And trying to be a good best friend I stepped aside and tried to help her instead of trying to get him for myself. 

But I can't hide it anymore....I love him...but I can't forget about what he had done to me in our childhood years...But what can I do...I am hopelessly in love with him...