I can't live without you.

Chris

"Of course I'm gonna let you pick the movie." Darren said smiling. God why is he so fucking adorable? Stop. Chris. He. Is. Straight. Not. Gay. Ugh those words make me so upset. To be honest that's why I am upset. I didn't think it was that noticeable. But, apparently it was because Darren noticed my sadness.

"Well what are we waiting for?" Darren said interrupting my thoughts.

"Let's go!" I said nodding my head to my car. Darren would get his car tomorrow since I'll probably be sleeping over. Usually when I go to his house I end up staying over night. It's not weird because we are best friends. We just have so much in common. Well except that Darren is straight, and I'm gay but Darren doesn't seem to care or mind at all. He is very cool about it. And also it's not like I have a chance with him. He has a stupid girlfriend. Which btw I hate her. She's a bitch, and she hates me so much. I know she hates me because she has told me many times before. I never told Darren about this because I just don't think he needs to know.

In the car ride to his house we just talked about what we think may happen to our characters on glee. Right now, were coming to the end of season 4. I kinda miss season 3 of glee. My character is always in New York now. I miss the glee club and I miss being Darren's on screen boyfriend.

At his house, I found a movie and handed it to Darren. He put it in and I went to go make popcorn. I've been here a lot so I know where he keeps everything.

"Are you okay?" Darren asked randomly. I swung my body around to see him about 2 inches away from me. My heart legit stopped. We were so close I felt his breath on my lips.

"Yeah, I'm fine." I said with a worried face. Darren looked like a lost and confused puppy. Than he hugged me. DARREN EVERTT CRISS HUGGED ME. okay I may be over reacting but this is just what I needed. I mean sure we have hugged before off set but this one was...different. It was much longer than any over hug I have ever gotten.

Than he pulled away, grabbed my shoulders and said," I wish you would tell me what's wrong but I'm sure, that whatever your upset about it will get better soon. I promise." He smiled.

"Thanks" I whispered. Than the beeper went off for the microwave.

"Yay, popcorns done!" Darren shouted.

I tried not to laugh, but I couldn't help it he was acting like a little boy. It was cute. Shut up Chris. Ugh sometimes I wish I control my mind.

After about 20 minutes into the movie I feel asleep. I woke up when I heard a loud crash followed by the words, "oh shit!"

Darren turned to see if he woke me up, and when he saw me awake he looked very upset. "I'm so sorr-"

"No, it's fine." I interrupted him.

"I feel so bad, you looked like you were really comfortable." Darren sad with a sad puppy dog face. I shrugged.

"Goodnight, Chris."

"Goodnight, Darren." I replied. When I saw him exit the room I whispered, I love you.