I can't live without you.

Chris

HEY IM SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING IN A WHILE. I HAVE BEEN SUPER BUSY, ALSO REMINDER IM NOT A GREAT WRITER SO IT MAY SUCK A LITTLE BUT IT WILL GET BETTER SOON OKAY ILY.

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"I'm fine." I kept telling Darren. But I knew he wasn't buying it. I didn't look at him in the eyes I just kinda looked around the room. Darren rolled his eyes. That's when I looked into his dreamy eyes. I couldn't help but smile. He always makes me smile like an idiot. "Just tell me, I'm here for you." He was just not gonna stop asking until he got answers was he? I just got up and walked to grab my jacket and phone.

"I think I'm gonna go now." And that's when Darren leaped across the room and pinned me down to the floor. Grabbing my wrists and basically laying on my body so I could not get up. Why the hell did he care so fucking much. I refused to look at him so I closed my eyes. "Look at me" Darren said kinda mad. I opened my eyes, to see Darren's face two inches away from mine. My heart started beating fast, damn I hated that he was making me feel like this. Darren then leaned in a little closer, his lips so close to mine. It seemed like he was about to kiss me. But he went towards my ear and whispered," Tell me, now."

God, why is he so fucking perfect. I tried to sit up but darren wouldn't let me. I guess I have to tell him. Well I mean I could just lie....hmm yeah, I'll lie, instead of telling him that I'm madly in love with him and I'm upset because we have no chance together.

"Okay, fine." Darren grinned. Happy that he was getting what he wanted. "I- um well I'm in love with-" chris what are you doing? What about lying? "Chord." Oh shit.

Darren than got off me, looking at me surprised. "Woah, really?"

Chris why would you say that, the truth would have been so much better. Ugh I really hate me sometimes. "Uh-" I try to get my thoughts together what the hell am I suppose to say? "I-I um, well yes." I need to go back to sleep.

"Are you afraid that if you tell him how you feel than it will ruin your friendship with him?" Darren said. I'm good friends with chord but I would never feel that way about him. I mean he was hot and all but he wasn't my type, I guess. But oh man, only if Darren knew I wasn't in love with chord....