Anxious Confessions

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Well, here I am dancing at a party. My best friend, who I am very much in love with, drug me here for his friends birthday. When I say I'm in love with him, we do everything a couple does minus the kisses and intimacy. He takes me out, buys me flowers, holds my hand, kisses my forehead when I'm sad. We have sleepovers in his bed! Yet somehow, I haven't found the balls to tell him how I feel.

As I dance, I feel hands wrap around my waist. Thinking it was C/N, I went with it and continued dancing. "Hello Y/N, keep dancing like that, and I may have to just whisk you away," a familiar voice whispers in my ear. The voice doesn't belong to C/N. It belongs to my ex. I almost jump out of my skin, breaking free of his  grasp. I run to find C/N and tell him we are leaving.

C/N is across the room chatting with a group when I rush over. "What's wrong?" He asks, noticing my panting. "Ex/N is here. We have to leave. Please." I look at him with pleading eyes. Without a second thought, he grabs my hand, and we walk go the car.

We arrive at C/N's house. I open my door and stand up into C/N's arms. He lifts me up and throws me over his shoulder, and carries me inside. "C/N, what are you doing?" I whine dramatically. "Carrying you inside so I can get you in bed and relaxing." He says with care in his voice.

C/N drops me on the bed before picking me clothes out of the dresser. "Here, change into these while I go make you some water." He says, walking out towards the kitchen. I quickly change before he comes back with water. "Don't forget your meds, honey." He says to me cup in hand. I take my medicine and crawl into bed. C/N hops in on his side and rolls over beside me. "Come here," He says, gently pulling me closer. I oblige, letting him wrap his arms around me. Overwhelmed by the comfort C/N provides me, I just think to myself *God I'm so lucky to have this man.* I love him so much*.

"You love me?" C/N asks in shock. "Fuck oh my God I said that out loud!" I exclaim before hopping out of the bed. I walk to the living room, weighing my options. Do I leave? Sleep on the couch and we talk in the morning? What now? C/N comes out of the room. "Come back in here." He says sternly. I walk back into the bedroom, trying to keep my emotions in check. C/N looks at me before pulling me into a hug and showering my head with kisses. "Oh sweetheart, I love you. How did you not know?" He asks. I tilt my head up at him before he captures my lips in a kiss. I pull away and say "well neither one of us said it until tonight. Better late than never".

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