The Day After Boyz

Chapter 4

Nick never really was the fighting type and I could tell he wanted me as much as I wanted him. He took my hand and led me out of the club. We were in the car holding hands and my head was pounding from all the alcohol. But I was ready. We walked inside kissing and we laid on the couch. He got on top of me and kissed my cheek, my neck, my collar bone, my bra line. It felt so good and every kiss was like a shock of happiness. But I can't do this.

"Nick stop" I whispered.

"What babe?" He moaned.

"Stop. Seriously." I kissed his lips but got up.

"I can't do this. It's so wrong."

My phone rang. It was madison.

"Hello?"

"Hey. Do you still have my converse?"

"Yeah I'll bring them to icon."

I finally hung up and looked at nick.

"I can't do this. I love Mikey with all of my heart."

"But all he does is hit you. I would never touch you."

"But do you understand that this boy has everything I need? He's made me so happy and yes we all have our flaws but can't you look past that?"

"Sorry."

And he walked out the house. My heart shattered into three billion pieces. Why am I so stupid?

So I called Mikey.

"Babe?"

"Good fucking bye." He said. My heart hurts. It feels like it got stabbed 3 thousand times. I could feel a hot lump in my throat. I couldn't speak or I would break down. I squatted and took deep breaths. I called the only person I knew how to vent too. Even though he's hurt me and family, I need this kid. I'm gonna call Vinny.