mirrors • • Han Jisung • • Felix

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(sorry if there are any mistakes I'm a dumb smol child don't hurt meee yeww~~~~anywhooo...onto the story?)

Changbin felt something climbing up his throat. Words. A sludgy ball of words.

He only then took in the other members treatment, as well as his own towards the poor boy. No one was worried for Jisung when he was out at 3am. Although everyone knew he would be practicing. Everyone was worried, calling, panicking! All because Felix wasn't home yet and wouldn't answer calls but when was the last time Jisung even got a call.

He felt guilt settle at the pit of his stomach. He was sure nearly everyone heard Felix. And he was pretty sure none of them cared. He held a breath.

"J-Jisung.." he spoke up.
Jisung visibly froze. The fatigued young rapper boy looked up and turned to the voice. Changbin nearly gasped. Eye bags around his eyes, pale and sickly skin. He looked so hollow. So thin. So tortured.
"I'm s-"
"I'm sorry" Jisung apologised cutting changbin.
He looked at the other confused. "What? Why?"
Jisung attempted to wipe his face clear from all watery substances.
"I was with Felix and I didn't tell him to call or text I was the reason he was out and made you guys worry about him" he whimpered.
Changbin was shocked to say the least. He was sorry for something that wasn't even close to being his fault. Changbin bit his lip. Guilt eating at him like a hAngry ant.

He stepped forward.
"It's not your fault tho" Jisung rubbed at his still dripping eyes.
Changbin looked to felix in confusion. But the other completely ignored him, facing Jisung and worrying over the other instead. He should be his usual jealous and angry self but..he wasn't. He too wanted to wipe the youngers tears. He blinked.
Did he just say that?

"Jisung..I'm sorry" Jisung shook his head as if his life depended on it. "Nononono, you can't be sorry, don't be sorry.." he cried softly.
"No, I am Truly so so sorry, for all this shit, I-I just didn't realise. I was stupid-we used to be best friend and I.." What happened? When did this all start? Why? He walked closer.
"I'm sorry for everything, I don't know why i did...all of the stupid shit I did" he was in front of the other.
"Don't be sorry it was my fault you all hate me.." he caught onto the others words.

He pulled him away from Felix's arms. Felix was going to bark, but when he saw Jisung In changbin's arms he simply held a small smile.
"I'm sorry, I can never be forgiven" changbin held the others head to his neck while he cried.
He heard mumbes from the younger. When he looked up he saw a smiling felix, whose hand came to his face and wiped his own unknowingly falling salty raindrops. He heard the faint sores coming from Jisung. His heart melted. How did he even..he picked the other up and carried him towards his room. Seungmin and hyunjin were playing a game on their computer. He sighed and Felix closed the door, opening his own.
"Seungmin isn't here so.." changbin placed the sleeping beauty on the bed.
"He lost so much weight.." changbin spoke up.
Felix scoffed.
"Took you long enough"
Changbin felt as if there were a knife being driven into his gut.
"I'm sorry I don't even know why it was like that..." he was speaking truthfully.
"Well it doesn't forgive anything"
"I know"
"great that's perfect, now what"
"I don't know!?....but I wanna help"
"Why"
"because you made me realise"
"is this for me or Jisung?!"
"Jisung!"
"Rea-"
"guys....stop fighting" he blinked groggily.
"Oh shit Jisung I'm sorry close you eyes, go back to sleep." Felix apologised and jisung pouted cutely. "Only if you two stop arguing" they nodded reluctantly.
He motioned for them to come closer. "Thank you" he whispered sweetly, a 5 year olds smile crossed his lips.

Felix hadn't seen this Jisung in a long long time. He was about to cry but was surprised when the bed creaked loudly. He looked up to see changbin laying down on Jisung's left that was against the wall. Felix understanding, laid down on the boy's right. Jisung was alseep. But with a smile on his face. His still smiling yet sad face. Changbin pulled the other into a tight side hug and Felix did the same. They eventually fell asleep in each other's warmth.

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