I got

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Today
I asked you a question
Something so vital
So important to me that
I wasn't even sure I wanted to know the answer.
Something I pondered and wondered about for days.
Got what I feared for and more
I got a
No
I got wondering hands and wondering lips
I got the truth
Something so cold and so painful
Like a bandaid being ripped of my heart

I don't think what you said or did was wrong
I understand it completely
But does it does hurt if I'm speaking to you frankly
I've been demoted to a friend
Till the next time I try.
But will the next time I try you be on to another guy?
Will it matter at all to a wondering soul

Someday I hope you wonder back home
Back to me
Back into my arms
So then I can put this anxiety to rest.

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