I feel like I am and alien In my own world
I feel like I am Christmas decor that is only used once a year
I try to explain how I am feelings
But I can't say it without someone getting hurt
Today is not my day
And I have to say
Is goodbye
To the pain
To my life
To my pressure
To my love
To my friends
To my world
I will not die because I will always be a fighter
But now I must grab my lighter
One burn
two burns
three burns more
I wonder how much more my arms can endure
Pain is within me
Pain is knocking on my door
I let it in two quickly
And now I can't aboard
It's here to stay as long as I live
Maybe my time will be soon
Maybe I sound like a loan
I am down here for now
I turned around and never did make a sound
