I have this urge inside of me
To let the blade come out and play
I mad a promise though one I have to keep
I already broke It once I can't do it again
But I just wish that this pain would end
Someone Take me away from my life
And put me in a new
One with laughter and jewels
Or at least something that wasn't so cruel
I wanna feel the blade against my skin
I don't think this is a sin
I wanna feel the pain that I deserve to feel
