I seriously want to end it all
My blade comes to my aid
But I can't use it anymore
I want to cut to the point that the blood don't stop
My stomach just did a flop
I want to die
I know that somewhere deep inside
I want to live
But on the surface I feel like I am already dead
A zombie
Yea that's it I just be a zombie
Because I am numb to the touch
I flinch at anyone's words
When a hand raises I think I will get smacked
I'm not a normal teenage girl
My hair is not my problem nor are my nails I don't care who the cutest guy is
My insides just started to fizz
Maybe I should take some pills and leave a note behind
I just don't know why I feel all this grime all over my heart
I feel trapped inside of my own head
Funny how I feel as If I am dead
My spirit is gone
My hope has vanished
I can't take this anymore
I want to die
Why am I even here?
I ask myself that everday day
So maybe judt maybe it's time that I stop asking
