"I'm sorry..." {Jihope} [COMPLETED]

Chapter 19

Hoseok's POV

"I can't believe he did that to you Jimin.. I'm so sorry..." I frowned, because I really did feel sorry, sorry about everything...

"You don't need to be sorry anymore... I forgave you already.. okay? If anyone should be sorry, it should be me..." he sat up from the hospital bed, smiling. How can he smile after something like this has happened...

"You have nothing to be sorry about..."

"Yes I do... I lied to you Hoseok.. I do know who J is-"

"I know... it's Jaesun.. I can't believe it..."

"..n-no.. Hoseok... it's not him..." I looked up at him, confused, who else could it be?

"It's me.. Hoseok.. I'm J, I'm sorry... I only did it because.. I was scared of seeing you at the park, so I put on that mask.. I thought if I pretended to be someone else... I could get you to not hate me.. but.. I didn't need to anyway.. you did that yourself.." I stared at him, he's J?

"You are? Really...?" He nodded, frowning.

"No, no, don't frown.. please.. you have no idea how happy this makes me..."

"..what do you mean?"

"Well.. I thought you and J were two different people... and... um... well.. I loved J... you know that though.. and uhm..." I laughed slightly, rubbing the back of my head, my hands already starting to sweat, he continued to look at me, he looked embarrassed but also happy. "Well.. when I began to like you.... aswell... I didn't know.. who I should choose to love... but.. because you're both the same person... I don't need to choose anymore... and.. when I thought it was Jaesun... I was terrified.. because I didn't think you would have liked me back.. because I know it's you who I love... I guess I just didn't see it from the beginning..." he smiled, his cheeks showing a light red hue, for some reason it made me laugh.. I didn't think I would ever see him like this..

"I.. don't know what to say Hoseok.. I'm happy ahh of course I'm happy..." I nodded, rubbing circles on his hand.

"You don't have to decide anything Jimin.. I know there must be so much going through your mind right now.. so.. I want you to do what you think would be best, I want what's best for you.. and if being your friend, just a friend will help you.. then I will be happy to be just that."

"I would like that.. being your friend sounds like a nice idea.. thank you Hoseok.."

"Thank you too, friend.." he laughed happily, looking down at our hands.

"Also... I found out.. it was your birthday on the 13th...? Correct..?" He nodded, he seemed to be sad now, maybe I reminded him of that date..

"Well.. it's a bit late but..." I let go of his hand, picking up a bag that I had next to me on the floor.

"I know it's not much.. but I thought it would.. cheer you up?" I handed him the bag, inside of it was a box. He slowly opened it, smiling sheepishly after seeing what was inside.

"Hoseok... you got me a cake..? Thank you.."

"Not just a cake.. there is something underneath it.." he looked at me, confused, then he took out the cake box, he handed it to me where I then put it on the side.

"Oh my gosh... that book.. Hoseok... how did you remember this..?"

"I surprisingly have a good memory.. but I specifically remembered Jungkook throwing that book out of the window a little while after we met..."

"Oh.. and there's $50 inside! Hoseok... this is so sweet.. but I'm not accepting your money.."

"It's not my money... it's yours... I'm sorry for throwing it out of the window.." he laughed, shaking his head.