Unheard Voice

Daydreamn

Daydreams become nightmares thru a glance of reality life hits u with.. It never makes no sense to the suffere y da justified sufferin is needed simply meanin if ur not apart of da experience den it dont mean shit to the next human being  based on current events.. Yea i just walked u in a circle only to create suspense, Fuckit anyways thank u for ur undivided attention 2day. Todays struggle is monumental it cost to go2 school so u take out a loan and little do u know the da built in intrest rate after 5 years is lethal.. Hidden chains to keep u locked in for the next 10-20 years of over price monthly fees over-time dey continue to increase to.  Now its cost me extra paper to get a piece of paper thus i may not even use.. Now without dat paper it limits da jobs dat pays da paper.  Lessons learned thru various run-ins with satan, the devil on my back making it hard to shake away from em.. Wishing all da worldly temptations away from me, praying for constant strength everyday God blesses me to live to see another day may my dead niggaz r.i.p. moment of silence for da deceased........ Let me think..  This fucking poetry is my release to all the pain i bare... For the stains dis pain leaves!!! Gives me all da reason to swear when i speak... For my pain is my joy dat makes me belive i am great as long as my faith is da primary armor i need to survive with da way the worlds messed up now.. Setting trends that often end in reading of eulogies but not a rap dat touches on dat... Misguided thoughts and beliefs its amazing we still under 1 flag filled with so much hatered behind closed doors, but quick to save face fa public, screamn the national athem as tho we truly are one.. Shiiittt!! Man damn im confussed.. Steady disrespecting my heritage's history even went as far as wiping the color from the egpytian temples.. My mind racing in disbelief ive been bamboozled for several years . Man i swear ive broke down inside but still no tears..  i only fear God as for man beware.. Living in a time where begin a student of da game vs teaching it is viewed as da samethin.. The pupil claimin the teacher is no longer needed, well i guess dats y most the knowledge begin kept secret.. Makin piss poor decision only to findout dats just apart my journey. Remeberin when i was wishing  to be grow up in such a hurry but for now da thoughts are very much scary... OH SHITT.. im daydreamn again...

By: CROC