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i wake up to ethan cuddling my body i kiss his forehead and get up i put on one of his sweatshirts and go make a coffee i turn around and collide with a hard chest i look up to see grayson "jeez you scared me" i giggle he cups my face "grayson wha-" his lips attach to mine i push him away and i turn to see ethan he standing there in shock "get out" ethan says "ethan i-" i say but he cuts me off "GET THE FUCK OUT" i jump at his words i grab my phone and run out of his house i jump into my car and drive home with tears running down my face i park and sit there balling my eyes out

why why would grayson do that i think to myself i start crying even more i calm down a little bit and i sniffle and get out of my car slowly and slowly walk to my apartment i walk in and go up to my room and sit on my bed

my mind is fuzzy and i feel so empty ethan is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me and grayson messed it up

more tears run down my face i lay down and see i still have ethans sweatshirt on i hug my body and cry myself to sleep

*week later*
i've been in my house for a week i mostly cry,eat,watch netflix,cry some more, watch youtube,then cry some more and that's on repeat

my phone buzzes and i pick it up and my stomach drops it's from ethan
ethan: can i come over?
emma: sure.
ethan: open your front door
read at 1:00am
i forrow my eye brows and move my laptop to the side and go downstairs and open my door i see ethan and my heart hurts my eyes get glossy i sniffle i step to the side and he walks in and goes up to my room i follow

he sits on my bed and i lean against my railing and stare at the ground until he speaks "i know you didn't kiss him" he says i look up and him "i-i pushed him away ethan i truly did but" i say "but i didn't let you explain" he says i nod he stands up and walks over to me and tucks a piece of hair out of my face i look into his eyes "i know you've been crying i have too but i already know you've been crying more and you look so numb and i'm so sorry that grayson kissed you and i didn't let you explain, emma i can't live without you and your my baby, my princess, my babygirl, and i-i love you emma and i mean that" he says looking into my eyes i start to tear up "i've loved you since i saw you ethan" i say he smiles and slowly kisses me i kiss back we pull away and i give him a hug i melt into his arms and i immediately feel so safe in his arms we pull away and i pull him towards my bed and i flop down and so does he

i scoot over to him and wrap my arms around him and barry my head into his chest i close my eye and he kisses my forehead i doze off to sleep
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i cried while writing this🤧