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we arrive i breathe in a shaky breath 'calm down emma' i think to myself i feel a hand on my thigh i look up and see ethan "you ready" he tilts his head i nod we get out the car and start walking hand in hand we arrive and walk through the door a cloud of weed and alcohol i scrunch up my face we go over to the drink ethan gets 2 waters he hands me it "thanks" i say people come up to him oh fuck it's the guys from the mall "well well isn't it the hoe and the fuckboy" he says i see ethan clench his fist i grab his hand he relaxes he looks at me i shake my head no

"so what are y'all fuckin now days like 5 times per say" he laughs "fuck offf" i say groaning "no whore" he snaps i widen my eyes.....ouch ethan puts his drink down he gets close to the guys face "call her a whore one more time i fucking dare you" ethan says "w h o r e" he says i see ethan about to punch him "ETHAN NO" i say grabbing is hand before he could punch him "don't babe he's not worth it" i look at him he's glaring at the guy who's smirking i tilt his head so he's facing me he looks me in the eyes and so do i "dont" i say he nods i turn around "it's funny because your probably the guy who fucks a girl ever day but yet comes at ethan saying he's dating a whore i can tell you right now if ethan wasn't here i would best the living shit out of you" i say between my teeth i hear the crowd that didn't even know that formed  'ooo' the guy scoffs and walks away

i drag him to the dance floor B.E.D comes on i smirk i sway my hips i dance i feel two hands pull me close i continue dancing i turn around and see ethan dancing and smirking i grab his neck and pull him towards me i kiss him and he kisses me back i pull away and walk towards the drinks i get new cup of water i look at ethan and he's dancing i turn around and see grayson i gulp he sees me and walks over to me

"emma i'm so sorry for kissing you i like you but your with ethan and your happy together and i-" he stops and looks up at ethan and his mood drops he looks back at me "e-emma please don't turn around" he says nervous i turn around and my heart drops ethans kissing another girl my breathe hitches i turn back around to see grayson with a sad face i hug him and start crying he hugs me back and rubs my back while i cry into his arms we pull away with me still crying "i'll take you home" he asks i nod he takes my hand and he leads me through the cloud i get pulled away i gasp i don't know who it is "GRAYSON" i yell he turns around he runs over to me "ETHAN PUT HER DOWN" he yells i widen my eyes i get put down "what the hell do you think your doing leaving with him" ethan says close to my face why is he acting like this

i gulp and back away he walks closer to me my eyes get glossy again "i saw you kissing a girl that's why grayson apologized and he saw you and he told me not to turn around and i wish i wouldn't have god dammit ethan what the hell is wrong with you i love you and you do that shit" i say sobbing now his face is in shock but hurt i run over to grayson and he embraces me in a hug i hug him back i cry more into his chest "let's go okay" he says i nod we walk out and head over to his car we get in and he drives to my house

i put my head against the window and look out i stop crying frankly it just stop every emotion stops
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i am deppresion