Chapter 3-My Heart Raced

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The room fell silent...all Alec could hear was his heartbeat thrumming in his ears....

Oh god ...what did he just do!

Did he really say that?

It's okay...this was a dream....

This HAD to be a dream...

He was going to wake up now...

Any minute....

Right?

Magnus was still staring in shock, eyes wide, totally frozen. Alec sighed, beginning to turn, go for the door. Magnus unfroze, reaching over, catching his arm, stopping him.

"N-Alexander, I..." He stammers finally, slightly breathless, tugging him back to face him.

Magnus shook his head faintly, eyes still wide, cheeks flushed.

Alec closed his eyes, trying to find a way to fix this, trying so hard to think of a way out of it, to just go back.

But he couldn't...

Finally he just sighed, almost defeated...

There was no out, no excuse, there was no going back,

He said it, Magnus heard him,

This was it...

"Sorry, I probably shouldn't have said that..."

Then, it was like a floodgate opened... he just couldn't stop talking...it was all too much...for far too long...he couldn't keep it in anymore

He shook his head, agitatedly

"I didn't actually mean to...I-I know all the reasons we shouldn't;

We work together, we work amazingly together and I'd really hate to jeopardize that."

"That's tr-"

"And I know I can do this job without you, but I really don't want to. I truly couldn't imagine not have you working with me anymore. Magnus, you are, without a doubt, the most amazing person I've ever met... one of the best detectives I know."

"Thank y-"

"And I know this would change a lot for me, but it would change even more for you. I mean, like you said... this is your only real chance at being a detective, getting people to see you, not just what you look like, but who you are. To have them respect you, actually take you seriously,

And god; you deserve that more than anyone I know.

You really are amazing at this, invaluable to the department, and after hearing you talk about it, I know how much you love it... how much you've wanted it.

I would hate to put all that at risk just for a chance..."

"Sweetheart, th-"

"And then, there's our relationship...

Honestly, Magnus, at this point I'm pretty sure you are actually the best friend I have.

I love talking to you, about anything, everything. I can talk to you about anything. You can always make me smile or laugh and, I- I really don't know how you do it, but you have this amazing knack for making everything seem better...

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