To all the Boys I Loved Before Contest
August 20, 2018
Dear Mander,
I like you. Wow that good to admit. I liked you for a while. I hate that we would only talk when we would have class together. We see each other every day, and we had our last periods of the day together and we walk to the same bus stop, but never together. Why couldn't we go together? We have the opportunity to spend more time together by walking to the bus stop and on the bus. You get off a stop right before mine! Why do both have to bad a socializing? Why do you have to put your earphones and look like you don't want to be interrupted? Why do you have to have that cute smile? Why do you have to be so smart? Why do you have to be so funny? Did you know I wrote an article about you? I explained our situation to the people who read it. I thought I needed to get over you so I tried. But just when I thought I was over you I had this weird dream and we were together and things were great, I didn't know what to think. So when I saw you the next day I was confused. When I saw you at the bus stop a had so many emotions running through me and I wrote a poem. This was a week ago. Later that day I polished it and I was going to post it, then poof, I lost it. I selected all the words to put into the new document I pushed paste when I thought I pushed copy. I was crushed. I was lost, I tried to get it back and it was gone. So I thought I should deal with it. After this, I decide that your a funny, cute, nice, shy guy. I think you don't like me, and it's ok if you don't, but then give that smile and wave. When you give me those longing looks. I see you trying to find me or look for my eyes, I don't know what to think. I'm not going to force something that's not there. I think I'm going to just stop, if you like me then cool, but I won't try unless something happens that tells me otherwise. So, Mander, I LIKED YOU, but that is done. I retire this crush. Unless you prove to me otherwise.
#ToAllTheBoysContest
