A couple years later me and louis are still a couple but we kept fighting! We didn't know what do to. So we went to therapy and he never went since it would make him to sad and he would think that I would feel bad for him. When we got home we got into another fight about going to therapy and I felt bad cuz all he kept saying was he has had a bad 2 years and he wouldn't tell me why! I tried explaining to him that if he tells me what's wrong then we could work it out but then he said that if he told me then I would never speak to him again, and that's when I got scared,worried,and concerned. So I went to Zayn and Niall to ask them if they knew and they were confused cuz they had no idea what I was talking about so I went to his parents instead and they were confused to! No one knew And if someone did then I wouldn't know who would! So I ran into this girl named Eleanour and I asked if she knew and she was just sitting there like she knew something so she told me some of it.she told me how he broke up with her for me. So when I went home to louis I told him and he said that he was gonna tell me. He told me how he dumped her for me and how...... And I said how what? And he said"and how he got her Preagnat" I said that I understood what he was saying but he thought I was mad and I had to tell him that I wasn't! He didn't listen to me though. When fans found him they didn't mobb him and he was confused about it and one of them told him the. Reason why was cuz he hasn't preformed with the other boys in 5 months so after he heard about that he went to tell me that he can't keep worrying about me like this and if it keeps going on then he has to break up with me. I reminded him of the promise that we made a couple years back. So then we dicided to make up and help him rehearse for his next show. When it was time for him to go on everyone was cheering and yelling and he was the 1ST person on and everyone ran on stage so then he was rushed to the ER and almost died. When he was in the ER, we got bad news. They told us that he will not be able to prefrorm for a year. But he told the doctors to say that so he would get out of preforming. The reason he said that was cuz he wanted to make up the year that we fought. So one nignt when we were at his house Ella and Zayn dropped bye to say hi. When they came inside it started pouring down rain so they were stuck with us for a while. After the storm blew bye no one knew where Zayn went. We were all worried something had happend to him. We checked the news and it said he was rushed to the ER since she had a heart attack but he got better. We all celbrated him bieing alive by going to six flags. Me and louis were inline for superman when we saw people mad and were yelling at louis that he was supposed to be home resting but instead he's out at six flags. So after six flags all the boys sat him down and said that if he misses another show then he will have to leave 1D or me. It took him a couple of weeks do dicide what to do so he chose to leave one direction! I told him not to but he didn't listen he said that if he stayed in the band then he would get carried away with his music and never have time for me. I was worried about him cause all he use to talk about was one direction was his whole life and he would never traid it for anything and I told him that and all he said was he didn't care all he cared about was me! I was upset and felt too loved and thought it was to much.. So I told him if he dosent go back into the band then I was dumping him for Liam. So he said he was gonna go talk to them and when he did he was already replaced with someone else
