Beyond my broken heart, I still love you.

Chapter One.

I walk up to the front of the school. Wearing my messy, black leggings, coverse and a Asking Alexandria muscle tee. I put my headphones and blast music so loud, my ears could bleed. I walk inside and hold back tears. I really hate today, I hate everyday. I wish I could die. I follow the halls into the cafeteria. I see my friend Alexis, she waves at me to come sit down. "Hey girl." she says. "Hey." I slightly smile and scroll through twitter, not really reading anything. I try to keep my head down, I dont want to see him. Him.. The guy I was in love with. I dont want to see him with her. I could die. Alex. His name repeated in my head. Alex. I do a flash back on when we were together. I remember our random kisses, monday movie night, crying for hours in each others arms. I miss his touch. I miss his eyes. I miss him. I really have to stop this. He doesnt want me. He doesnt want us. This is.. slowly killing me.

-Flash Back on a phone call-

Alex: I wish I could hold you right now.

Me: I wish I could kiss you.

Alex: As soon as I get home from this vacation.. Im coming over.

Me: Ok.

Alex: Whats wrong?

Me: I just.. Never mind.

Alex: Tell me.

Me: Its so hard being without you.

Alex: How much longer will you be awake?

Me: Few hours.

Alex: Skype me. I want to sing too you.

Me: You dont have t----

Alex: Skype me. Now. Ill talk too you in a few.

Me: Alex I----

Alex: I love you.