Shattered

break up

*Erykah Pov

My mom came in my room the next morning being more annoying then she ever could be. I noticed as the days go by I grew more anger and hate for my loved ones.

"Are you going to school today or do you wanna rest?" she asks me

"Rest" I said bluntly

"You do know you going to have a lot to catch back up on when you get back"

"Yeah mom thanks for the reminder" I rolled my eyes

"Is there anything you want to talk about before I leave for work?"

I sighed and moved shook my head no.

"Ok...ill call you later to check up on you" she kisses my cheek and leaves out the room

I got up and shut the door and just laid in my bed for hours. venting my deep thoughts

I felt my phone vibrating, and grabbed it to see who it was.

Seeing it was Greg I answered the phone

"Hey baby where are you ?I'm waiting on you."

"im not comming to school greg, im not in the mood" i told him

"aweee come on Erykah, what is up with you latley?" he asked

"i just got back from the hospital yesterday, i need the rest" i tell him.

"WHAT?!  WHAT HAPPENED?" 

"i fell out in the bath tub but im perfectly fine. dont worry, ill come tomorrow" 

"you don't sound fine, whats bothering you?" he asks

"nothing greg, ima call you later" i didn't feel like telling him over and over again.

"fine but im comming over after school to make sure your ok" he says

"ok" i said bluntly and hanged up the phone.

i was really thirsty so heading to the kitchen i grabbed a diet coke and a cup of ice and started gulping it down.

"satisfied" i looked over to see Patrick shirtless, and leaning up against the wall.

"the fuck you doing here?" i asked

he chuckled and stared at me.

"I don't want no problems Erykah, Your mom told me to come over here and check on you." he says

"Then why the hell are you shirtless?, thats very distgusting to walk around a young girl shirtless, i don't think my mom would appreciate you flashing your self out  while she's not here" i said

"well thats the thing, Your mom's not here, so i can do whatever i want" he slowly walks up to me and places his hand on my neck but i swatted his hand away.

"whats wrong? you don't like men shirtless? thats what it says in that diary" 

"You read my diary?" i asked

"all of it. I wanted to know what your deepest secrets was. Whats your hobbies, what are you interested in and most importantly?, what do you fantasize about?." he was really creeping me out.

"your a fucking creep" i tried to walk  pass him but he yanked me hard and pushed himself up on me.

"get off me!" i yelled

"what i told you about that behaving shit?" he growled.

"what the fuck do you want from me?" i asked

"come down the hall, and let me show you" he heavly whispered in my ear.

I could feel my tears building up cause i knew exactly what he was talking about.