You know the feeling when someone just clicks, like that missing piece that finally makes the puzzle whole. The warm air that takes the chill out of your bones. That stupid smirk you get on your face every time you see them. That's you, Casper. You shook my world and I could never be happier. I think about you with me, how we would be perfect for each other. Spending just mear minutes with you in bio cracking your stupid inappropriate jokes. I've never met a guy so open. You tell me about your past and what you want in the future. Can I be in your future?
Your eyes, they're sad. Bad stuff happened to you, but I get it. I'll be there to hold your hand and cheer you on. I know what it feels like to have your whole world flip upside down and be violently shaken around. You rap to a beat, I feel my heart race. You fist bump me and I blush, knowing that I just touched Casper the Ghosts' hand. The boy that I have been hopelessly in love with since I heard him mentioned. Can you fall in love with someone you don't even know?
I wanna lean over and kiss your cheek. Just a peck, super innocent. Maybe then you will get it and catch on to the flirting. Casper why you gotta be doing this to me? I just want you, t-rex arms and all. Some people say I'm weird for liking you, some say its cute. What do you think? Could we ever be more than just friends?
Your bright eyes and glowing smile brighten my day. You wave while we pass each other in the hall. My friends laugh telling me to just do it already, but I can't. I'm paralyzed. What if the guy I like so much says no? What if he thinks I'm fat or ugly or even both? I stare at the ground sometimes while I'm with you because I try to remember my chances with you. Let's say 4% out of 100%, it's not likely. Are you in that 4%?
I wrote this for a reason. Never really planning to give it to you. I don't know maybe you say yes, maybe no. But without asking I will never know. So Casper the Ghost, will you come to Homecoming with me?
