Im Lost - an unexpected love story

Chapter 1 - My life

My name's SKYYLAR. Im 15 year old with a shitty life. My whole life has been a lie, my parents hates me & I never knew why...I've been bullied at school since I was 7 because Im fat. pffft what do you guys care right? well if you do, here's a story about my life...

**Skyylar's point of view**

my alarm buzz & woke me up for school. I see the time & it's 06:30 a.m. ''Another day of hell'' I mumble as I get up & took  a 10 minutes shower. I put on a black leggings & a long sweater cause it's cold outside & I have to hide my scars anyway...

I went downstairs & made breakfast for mysef while my parents are still sleeping upstairs (I guess)...I took a half bowl of cereal & pour some milk...I made coffee for myself & off to hell a.k.a school. 

As I got to school, there's still no one. It's just 07:15 a.m while school starts at 08:00 a.m. I always come early cause I don't wanna see my parents before school..They will start yeling at me & stuff like just ugh..At least I can be alone for a while..well I mean by alone like there's no one around me because my ife is simply miserable for 10 years *sigh* 

I get in my empty classroom. The first subject is Engish so I took my english book & put it at the corner of the table. While sitting alone in the back of the class, I took out my favourite book called ''The Perks Of Being A Wallflower''. 

I have two more favourite books like

''The Hunger Games'' & ''The Fault In Our Stars'' 

but I decided to read this book even though I have read like a thousands times. 

The bell rings & all the other people starts to get in their class. The ''popular'' girls starts to get in class. They looked at me and gave me a smile. A fake one obviously. They all took their seats. The teacher gets in class & starts the lesson. 

After the bell rings for the next lesson, I went straight to my locker & take some stuffs & went to the bathroom for a whie. I walked in the bathroom & saw the popular girls laughing while putting on their make up on the mirror. One of them suddenly looked at me & say "oh look! it's the fatty girl" & everyone looks at me & starts laughing.

One of them walked towards me & starts saying mean stuff to me. Typical mean stuff. They laughed & walked out while one of them starts slaping & gave me a punch on the face **ouch**.I started crying but i'm used to it like I mean my dad abused me at home so yeah...

I clean myself up, put some mascara (not really neccessary but whatevs) & get into math class. The worst class ever. A really mean teacher with all the mean people. Well not all, half of them are nice but never talked to me or anything...

Finally lunch time. I don't usually eat on lunch time cause of the people that calls me fat ALL THE TIME. (Hurt & annoying like they think I don't know that like bitch bye) so I went to the empty field & seat there peacefully. There's no one here except me & I like it that way.

school's finally over. I don't wanna go home but what choice do I have right? I started walking home & pass by a small coffee shop. I feel a bit thirsty so I went in & ordered a hot coffee. 

I sat there waiting for my coffee & saw someone entering the shop. It's a guy wearing a blue jacket. He has sparkling hazel eyes. He's kind cute. He ordered his coffee & sat across my seat. He kept staring at me while Im trying to ignore him.

He waves at him & gave me a smile & I smiled back. My coffee was ready & I tooked my coffee & went out waving at him.He smiled & waved back. He's so cute.

I walked home while drining my coffee. I got in my house & there was one. My mom's car wasn't there mean she"s out.

''Thank god'' I mumble to myself

I walked upstairs & went to my room. 

I took a shower then put on an oversized shirt & comfortable leggings. I took out my laptop & logged in my tumblr (typical teenager? eheh) 

I can't stop thinking about that guy in the coffee shop just now.

I wonder who he is. He looks nice, kind, probably the most attractive person I've ever seen! (kidding..idk? true?) Well he won't like me anyway I mean LOOK AT ME! I'm fat & ugly & no one I mean NO ONE likes me so why would he? ugh this is reality.

I played some music from my playlist. I played Justin Bieber songs (don't judge). He saved my life with his music & I love him so much...Well okay whatever..I used my laptop for a couple of hours, twitter-ing & tumblr-ing.

I felt tired & sleepy, I looked at the time, It's 8:30 p.m. I felt hungry but I don't care I'm too fat to eat anyway. & THAT REALLY SUCKS.

I heard a car pulling up in front of the house. Probably my parents. I quickly locked my bedroom door & closed the lights but only leaving the fairy lights around my bed.

I lay down on my bed & set an hour song on my playlist & while thinking about ''HIM'' & slowly went to sleep.

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Hi guys! Okay so this is the first chapter & i hope you guys like it! Im not really good at writing so sorry if it's not good lol 

so I just watched "The Hunger Games: Catching Fire" just now (just saying :p) so yeah uh well

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