It's unreal. It's nothing like I expected. He has changed my life and , to an extent, my mind. I can't imagine life without him; I can't believe I had lived without him for 15 years. All I have ever known is how to be hurt, mistreated and misled by the ones that I were supposed to love. But he is different. He treats me with respect, with diginity. He actually cares about me. He will protect me from anything and isn't afraid to take a bullet for me. I have never met anyone aside from my family who has cared about me this much. It seems like a fantasy, like one of the daydreams that plague my mind constantly.
He makes me feel like the world. He makes me feel like I can be a better person and he tries to convince me that I'm this amazing woman. Well I can't rightly believe him but it makes me smile nonetheless. I hate being away from him even if only a few hours. I care about him so much that it practically hurts sometimes. I don't mind spending all day with him because he is such a beautiful, intellegent, incredible person and he has utterly and completely stolen my heart.
He truely is my happinees and is one of the joys in my life. He is one of the best things that has ever happened to me and i can't imagine my life without him. I love him more than anything and the best part is that he is all mine. He's the only person that can truely hurt me and he has made my life better since the moment he walked into it. I thank him everyday and I love him to bits.
Please if you are reading this, no matter who you are, remember that there is someone out there that will make you happy and will make you feel like you are a million dollars. You just have to look for the diamond in the ruff. My diamond was near me the entire time, it just took me a bit to find him...and to accept my feelings for him. For the longest time I couldn't accept my feelings for him, I thought that I wouldn't be myself anymore. It took the longest time but with a little time (and a few very fun pool parties) I was finally able to see him and actually be able to feel emotions for once. I will thank him now and I will thank him maybe forever.
If you read this hobey, I love you, always and forever.....
P.S. he is a great writer, check him out @Vex894
