He thinks of himself as a monster yet all i see is a loving, caring man. He lets his past actions define who he is yet i think thats ridiculous. He is the most amazing man i have ever met and yet he doesnt seem to see that.
We've been through what can only be described as hell. We've made it through every happy moment and sad moment. He's helped me through so much and makes me feel like im a better person. He always supports me in what i do and he never seems to find fault with me. He'll wait around for me for what seems like forever though im surely not worth it. He's worth it though, he's worth more than anything in the world or at least to me he is. He openly admits that I'm beautiful and that i have helped him a lot and he isnt afraid to show emotion and devotion to me.
I may sound like some sappy, hopeless romantic but this is truely how i feel and for the first time im actually trying to express my emotions, a foriegn thing to me. I know im incredibly lucky to have him, he's meant for someone better, and he deserves better than some hopeless reject such as myself but for some reason he still stays with me. I thank whatever higher deity will listen to me that im with him because in most respects he is my saving grace.
So to me, he isnt some emotionless monster or some psychopath (i made the mistake of using this word on him when this is a complete and utter lie). To me, he is amazing, beautiful (or handsome, men are so picky woth words), loving, caring, awesome, devoted,determined, sexy (he's got swag), and he is the love of my life. Finally ive gotten past my insecurites and can see that me and him, we have a future together.
I love him, forever and always.......
