Dear Ariana,

letter 19

September 15, 2013

Dear Ariana,

My last couple of letters have been sad and this is going to be a mix of anger and sadness. Don't even know if I'll ever send this to be completely honest

I really thought that we could get married and have adorable kids. Hopefully by the time we were going to get married we'd be able to go to the moon. But that was just an idea in my head and nothing more. I knew there was a chance that we would be able to go to the moon but I guess I was a couple years off. And that we wouldn't last that long.

If it wasn't for Justin inviting out to perform at his shows maybe just maybe we'd be together. If maybe Nathan hadn't been forced to be with you for promotion. You fell in love with him. Australian accents aren't that hot but British accents are. That was one of your favourite things about me.

I'd say sorry for what the boys said but instead I'm not. We're brothers and we are always her for each other ALWAYS! They have always be in my life and I can't imagine life without them. They mean shit tone to me and nothing could ever replace them.

The year and one day we had together was amazing. Everything that happened between us and janoskians in that was incredible. I WENT ON TOUR! I went to places I'd never even consider going. I got say I date ariana grande and watch you become an international star. I watched you grow and become an amazing young women. All expect for the cheating part. It honestly was amazing to be with you.

Nathan is a lucky man but I was luckiest. No matter what happens I will always have a small part of me that loves you. If you Nathan break up or get married, if you win a Grammy or perform at Grammys or even if you somehow end up dating Luke or Beau

I will always love you

yours sincerely

jai brooks <3

ps: If you want to delete my number go ahead

if you won't to change your number go ahead

if you want to completely forget about my existence go ahead

I'm no longer part of your life.

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