Binhwan
Jaehwan
Hanbin/ B.I.
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"you don't understand junhoe, i'm not crazy" hanbin chuckled psychologically into the phone.
"i just want to help you binne, and the only way to help you is to take you to the institute tomorrow. i'm sorry but i'm picking you up even if i have to drag you there" the line went dead and hanbin threw his phone across the room. why can't junhoe just belive that he's not crazy its so simple.
but the thing is, hanbin would always talk to his friend about how 'fun' it would be to kill someone or if they were driving hanbin would suddenly turn the wheel into up coming traffic and then turn the wheel back and act like nothing happened. it scared his friend shitless while hanbin would glem and have a satisfying smirk tinted on his lips.
it got so out of hand that one time he brought home living bats and let them out around the house while he danced to 'play that sexy music white boy' on the kitchen table as the bats flew around him, and if the poor thing even lightly touched him he'll grab it by it's wing and fling it to the ground where it'll have a bone crusing death. junhoe came to his that day and all blood covered the olders floor. june thought he really had killed a person until he saw the bats lying there some still twitching after death.
it was time for junhoe to help his friend and he was scared so he called a institute and told them about hanbin's symptoms and his behavior. once getting all the material the ward needed they called june back and told his to retrieve his friend in the morning. not taking him but only wanting to 'talk' to him.
hanbin bit his lip until it started to bleed "im not crazy am i" he turned his head to no one particular and stared in anticipation waiting for the invisibe person to answer his question. "jerry my boy why are you so quiet" no response
"JERRY answer my dmn question you unreliable waste of existence" he yelled and started to pick up the small next to him ready to throw it.
"of course your not buddy, don't believe him" jerry told the other and hanbin slowly but the chair down. "I thought maybe i was a little bit since you didn't answer me for so long" he scratched the back of his neck and sat down on the floor. "yeah don't believe him sweety we'll always be here for you don't forget binnie"
"i know yenan how could i forget you two have been here ever since i was little, i love you guys" he went in to hug the imaginary boys but they stepped away "whats wrong" he asked them. "when you go tomorrow you can't tell them about us alright binnie" hanbin nodded his head and decided to get some sleep. tomorrow was going to be stressful for him.
(Info: Jerry is like the bad spirit that tells Hanbin to do bad things and Yenan is the good spirit that lightens Hanbin's mood when he's feeling over whelmed, stressed, hurt and makes him feel loved)
hanbin got up that morning feeling refreshed until his friend barged into his apartment took him by the hand and dragged him out, while he was still wearing his sleeping clothes. hanbin whaled the hole time in the car. jerry kept telling him to open the door and jump out while yenan kept telling him its going to be okay and to never tell the doctors that we exist. "why are you telling me this right now arent you guys going to be in ther with me" he whispered to the two spirits. the two spirits shook their heads saying it's not a place that they can go into anf hanbin huffed in frustration.
once they arrived the two spirits disappeared making hanbin shake in his throw on boots. he didn't know what to do without the two, so as he walked into the building behind junhoe his head was down the entire time not looking at anyone.
june finished talking to the clerk about their appointment and were sitting down in the waiting lounge.
"kim hanbin" someone called his name and his head finally sprung up, eyes meeting the most beautiful person he's ever seen. yenan was quite beautiful but yenan had nothing on the stranger. his head went back down and he standed up walking over to the beautiful man. "thats me sir" he said. as he walked closer he drew out his features. he could tell by looking at his feet that he was quite shorter than him and as he stood in front of him the man guided him to his office.
"hello mr.kim my name is dr.kim" dr.kim chuckled because of their last names clashing "but you can call me doctor jay if that help with the understanding" jay said and hanbin nodded his head not taking his eyes off the floor. "have a seat" the shorter male hand reached out towards the chair by his desk. hanbin sat down in the chair, tensing up at the coldness of the chair.
"we are here to discuss the things going on around you, is that true mr.kim?" the older asked and the younger just nodded his head slightly. "speak up mr.kim i can't here you" jay said voice sounding a little assertive "yes doctor jay" hanbin finally spoke taking his eyes off the floor and meeting the olders gaze "good good" jay said writing something down on his clipboard.
"can you talk about some off the things that go around you" hanbin shook his head. he coudn't tell doctor jay that there is always two spirits around him telling him what to do he'd sound crazy and that is the farthest thing he wanting to sound like in the doctor's presence.
"i am authorized to listen mr.kim, i don't want you to feel uncomfortable. so i will only listen to the things that you see fit" jay gave the younger a bright smile and hanbin gave in. that smile was utterly perfection and it made his mind go numb and heart do flips against his rib cage. he spilled everything to the doctor, knowing that later he would be getting a lecture from yenan but he didn't care. the man in front of him asked his questions after questions and hanbin would immediately respond with the most accurate answer he could think of. jay would listen to hanbin answer the question writing things down on his clipboard and give hanbin a bright smile just like the first.
after the first visit hanbin would visit there at the institute frequently for check up and just to plainly talk to the older boy. after time passed jerry and yenan never came back and he'd never seen them again. it made his heart hurt that the two had left him and he became very depressed. not going to his checkups and not receiveing any calls from june only jay but for a half of a second just to hear his voice and he'd hang up the phone.
jay getting tired of the act went to the youngers place to find him balling on his sheets. malnourished and weak. he soothed the younger, hanbin not knowing that the person that he was 'in love' with just showed up to his house. he tensed up under the touch and flicked the hand away with an inaudible 'go away'. jay sighed and took hanbin's hands into them.
"you need to eat" whispered the older. hanbin finally snapping out of it jumped up and straddled the older waist giving him a big hug, and jay could feel the coming breath of the younger ontop of him. laying him down onto the bed jay layed next to him falling asleep to hanbin's steadied breaths.
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Tbh i don't know what this i just wrote what came to mind with my concept. nothing really happened so maybe a part two if you want.
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