what do I do?

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Karai's pov:
I've been cutting myself for almost a month and I'm not dead yet! I don't get it! I don't know if I should just keep on doing cutting or if I should just do what I almost did in my nightmare I had awhile back. I still think about that dream. I went to get something to drink and I heard shinigami say to me "Karai are u okay?" She asked. "Yes don't worry I'm fine." I said and was kinda getting tried of people asking if I'm okay or not I mean my Father died and I never got to meet my mom! Also do I look okay!? I mean I get there only trying to make sure I'm okay and happy cause I know they don't wanna see me sad well I guess they don't... I'm just ready to die...  "I'm gonna go to bed I'll see u later." I said to shinigami. "You just woke up!" Shinigami said and looked at me in a wtf way. "Yea but I'm sleepy cause I couldn't fall asleep till like 2:00am!" "Oh alright then." Shinigami said and I went to bed.

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