Karai's pov:
I've been cutting myself for almost a month and I'm not dead yet! I don't get it! I don't know if I should just keep on doing cutting or if I should just do what I almost did in my nightmare I had awhile back. I still think about that dream. I went to get something to drink and I heard shinigami say to me "Karai are u okay?" She asked. "Yes don't worry I'm fine." I said and was kinda getting tried of people asking if I'm okay or not I mean my Father died and I never got to meet my mom! Also do I look okay!? I mean I get there only trying to make sure I'm okay and happy cause I know they don't wanna see me sad well I guess they don't... I'm just ready to die... "I'm gonna go to bed I'll see u later." I said to shinigami. "You just woke up!" Shinigami said and looked at me in a wtf way. "Yea but I'm sleepy cause I couldn't fall asleep till like 2:00am!" "Oh alright then." Shinigami said and I went to bed.
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suicidal love a Leo x karai story
Romancethis story takes place when Splinter dies (known as karai's father) she never got to meet her mom and now knowing her father is dead without getting to know him better. Karai started getting depression really bad and no one knows well for now... But...