Whats wrong with me and them?!

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Karai's pov:
I know I told my brothers and everyone else that I wouldn't hurt myself or them but omg I think I have gotten addicted to cutting myself! All I've been thinking about is just grading the blade and cut myself and I know I'm so post to feel ig happy but I'm not I still feel like I'm better off dead I still feel worthless! Ugh I hate that I had to tell Leo and everyone that I was cutting and trying to kill myself! Well more like I hate that Leo found out if he didn't come or follow me I would be dead by now and I'm sure they would be happy. I hear my door open and saw Leo. "Hey." He said to me. "Hi." I said back and looked down. "I need the knife you used or blade whatever you used to cute yourself. I don't want you to get hurt or do that to yourself anymore." Leo said and looked down. I didn't want to give him the blade I used so I came up with a idea. I gave him a old one that I never really used. "Here." I said and gave him it. "I'm surprise there's no blood." He said and I thought of something that would hopefully work. "Don't worry I'm not that stupid I cleaned it of course." I said and looked at him like I thought he thought I was stupid. "Oh yea that makes since." I couldn't stop myself from saying "I still don't get why you care so much... I'm worthless anyways."  "Karai your not worthless. And I care about you because... I love you." He said and left and I was shocked I knew he liked me but I never thought he would just tell me. Besides I can't date him if I do then I'll have to be happy and I don't want to be happy I just want to die and be sad and not worry about anything or anyone! Ugh why must life be so hard! I mean maybe I have the same feelings for him... Idk tbh! I just keep thinking about what he said. I then feel asleep hopping it would all just go away tomorrow.

Sorry ik it short but do you think they should get together or not?🤔 cause idk if I want it to be like a happy story or not anymore so I'm gonna let you guys decide 👌🏻 anyways see y'a in the next chapter!😁💕

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