My Life with Jeff the Killer

Chapter 2 - Ryan

I looked at my cellphone. There, something gave me a little heart attack. It was 7:30. "Oh Shit!" I whispered loudly. I was 30 minutes late. i was once yelled at for coming back home 5 minutes not on time. I began to freak out as i walked back home. I looked at my phone a while later. 7:45! I knew I was goin to be busted. i began to run. Surprisingly, I seemed quite fast. As i ran i began to think of the worst. So far, i would be yelled at, break a few things, big argument, yelling, then stay up night playing with my pocket knife. It always happens after an argument. yes i have some uncontrollable feelings. I would yell back. Whatever it is, i was ready.

I finally reached home, tired and exhausted. My dad came out with a serious face. "Why were you late?" he asked. his voice serious. i walked back in the house. "Chill" i said "I got lost" i lied to save myself. My mother came out with a grin. "Oh dear, you would've called us. we could have picked you up" she said."Thanks, but i decided not to so I can discover the neighborhood better" i replied as i walked up the steps. My parents went back to open the boxes.

I greeted my little brother as i walked up the steps. "Hey there Ryan" I said messing up his hair. He was pale like me. Long dark brown hair reached up to his shoulders. He was the good part of the house. Something that made me smile. I walked up to my room, and I charged my MP3 from my laptop. I sat back on my bed resting. A while later Ryan came in with his Nintendo. "Umm..sis, can you fix my Nintendo?" he asked sweetly. Normally if i weren't in the mood i would tell his to go to dad. But I haven't spoken to him the whole day. So i agreed. "OK kiddo," i said patting his head. i took the game and turned it on. After playing around with it, i gave it to him."Turn it on and try it" i said. Ryan turned the Nintendo on. He played his Pokemon game. he shuts it off and hugged me. "Thank you" he said. I hugged him. "OK kiddo, i got to go in the shower before i stink you up" i said. He grinned at me and left.

After a long shower, i went to my room. i took out a white tank top and batman sweatpants. "AMY!" yelled mom. " IM COMMING!" i yelled downstairs. i brushed my dark black hair, and shuts off my laptop. then runs down to have dinner.

Like those families who would sit down and eat together, we never did that. The dinning table was useless except when guests came over. My mom usually doesn't cook. but she made a veggie sandwich. i don't really eat as much as i used to. i stopped eating meat since 6th grade. I began to cut down on food. 

No, i wasn't one of those losing weight freaks. I just don't get hungry. If i did, a small pack of fruit snacks would get me filled up. My father said i have lost weight. My mother said i was depressed lately. Things they would say to piss me off. I watched Ryan take his chicken sandwich. He looked adorable especially when he ate. Stuff would fall out from his mouth when I made him laugh. 

Ryan was going to 4th grade. He looked small and skinny. Small for his age. So did I when i was little. Only my college sister Laura was just perfect from birth to now. She didn't look like she is related. I hated her. she would act like a brat when mom and dad weren't around. Mess around horribly with Ryan. He still doesn't notice how horrible she is. Laura would look and treat me like some freak. Like pure hate. Perfect blond hair and blue eyes. Unlike us, she was tan and wasn't too skinny like us. When she came, she would brag about herself.

She was a messed up whore. A pure slut. But she stayed in a dorm, luckily

i was done dinner. After Ryan's bedtime stories, i tucked him in, and closed the door. I was surprised that he didn't need a night light. Just like me as a kid. Laura was a complete opposite. As a kid she was afraid of the dark. But she didn't really matter. She wont give a damn about the new house. Once school starts i was ready to be the loner. Being made fun of. But my brother told me to look at the positive side. I don't know about him, but he might have an even horrible time at school. that worries me.

i shut off all the lights and went to bed. trying to fall asleep.

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