My Life with Jeff the Killer

Chapter 30 - Demons inside

It was a Saturday morning.

I woke up and went out to check up on Jeff. The last few days he seemed to be in pain. I packed him the leftovers from last night. We had was left over chicken dinner. Well, it wouldn't be much of a leftover if I had eaten some.

I packed in into a plastic box and ran out the door.

"Thank for everything" whispered Jeff. I smiled. "No problem" I whispered. I warmed up the chicken, as he wrapped his arms around my waist. He was warm. Probably was that, because he was under his covers the whole time.

After his lunch, I helped him lay on the coach. "Promise me that you won't go killing anyone until you are strong enough" I said. He nodded. I handed him a glass of milk. He drank it all.

That whole day, I helped him.

I walked home myself that night. I felt a vibration from my cell phone. I took it out and checked it. 2 unread messages. I had a touch phone from the android. So I slid open the phone. I went to my messages and saw one from Annabel and Billy. Annabel wrote "Hey, can we hang tonight. Help me sneak out" she said. I texted back. "OK, I'll be here at 2" I wrote and sent.

Billy wrote " Hey" I texted back. I walked in the house.

"Amy, where were you?" asked Ryan. I shrugged. "Just at a friends" I replied. I took out an ice cream bar and threw it at him Ryan caught it in the air and opened it. I took mine out, and headed upstairs.

That night, I walked up to Annabel's house. I looked up at her window, after sending her a text. Minutes later, I got another text. I looked at my phone.

"I'll be there in a sec" it wrote. Soon enough, I looked forward and saw her. She stood in front of the doorway. I could see that it was her first time sneaking out. She looked nervous. I ran up to her.

"Come on. I'll show you what you miss while your normally asleep" I said

"Are you kidding me?!?" She yelled surprised. In front of us was Gunner, and Drake. I smiled. "Come on. We are going to have a little fun here" I said.

"So it's your first time?" asked Drake. He looked at her. She nodded shyly. "So, where is Scar at?" I asked. Gunner shrugged. "Well she is out of the city for the weekends."He said. I nodded. It sucked. Well I felt uncomfortable with Drake and Gunner. Mostly it was Drake. They would try to flirt with me. I do not want to turn my back on Jeff.

Even though he was pretty hot.

Annabel grasped the spray can in her hands. She starred at the wall. "Come on Ann" I said. She seemed nervous. I understood. She was allot comfortable doing this with Billy. She held the can out and began to spray some scribbles.

"Oh, nice. Why not try to do some art?" asked Gunner. He took the spray can and drew a happy face. I chuckled. "But...won't we be caught?" she asked. I shook my head. "Well, you probably should keep your hood up in case. But nah" said Gunner.

Annabel held the spray can out and began to spray. I watched as she made a picture of a stick figure. She looked at us with a smile. Wow! Finally she would go this far. We watched as she completed the picture. I looked and saw a doggy style sex position. "Seriously?!" I chuckled.

We walked down the alleyway, destroying the silence with our shouts and laughter. Laughing, we could hear some people complaining. Normally, this was not me, but I had to break my limits. I screamed out loud joining Gunner and Drake. "SUCK MY DICK!" I yelled. Annabel began to yell as well. Screaming over the complains of the citizens near by.

"That was so fun" I said. "No duh" Drake said. We laughed. We had just stolen a box of spray paints nearby. Gunner who carried the box mostly. "So, is this what you do every night?" asked Annabel. Drake shrugged. "Nah, only if we are in the mood. We decided to do it, just to show you around" said Gunner. I watched as Drake pulled out a box of cigarettes. He took one out and handed it to Gunner. I watched them light it up and smoke. Annabel sighed. Drake offered us a cigar. I shook my head. Annabel just said no.

From the darkness in the trees, I could see someone peering right at us. Mostly me. I looked closer. Jeff. I sighed. "Well, I think I had enough for one night" I said pretending to yawn. "Tired eh?" Drake said. I nodded. "Forgot to some coffee or a drink" I said. They seemed to understand. "I might join you guys next Saturday" I said.

Annabel held onto my wrist, and gave me a stern look. I knew that look. I knew what she wanted. She didn't want to be left with a couple of dudes. I shrugged. It was her first time being a trouble maker. I understood her. Enough I didn't want to left alone with them. Imagine the perverted stuff they will try to do with me. "Well, I will walk her home" I said. We shook eachother's hands.

"Goodbye girl!" yelled Drake. I waved my hands."Bye you two~" she yelled back. We walked and disapeared into the woods.

"That was so fun" she said. I could see the excitement in her eyes. "Why'd we have to leave them?" she asked. I looked at my cell phone. 2:30. She was right. I would have stayed longer, but I needed to see Jeff. "I was kind of tired though. But since it was our first time, we sort of went past the limits. Besides, next time, we will stay out with them longer" I said. She nodded.

She seemed to understand. I didn't want to tell her that I was going to see Jeff. Afraid that she might want to come along.

"Who are those people?" Jeff asked. I wished he never had saw me with the guys. I shrugged. "Some kids from school" I replied. He rolled his eyes. "And so you were out this late, causing vandalism?" he asked. I nodded. "So, its better then killing people" I replied. I wished I never had said that.

"OK, so who are you now? When I met you, you were awfully good. Now you are just causing trouble. What the hell Amy?" He was right. I did change. But it's normal. People change, and grow up. He didn't seem to make sense of how he thinks that destroying shit is bad. When he is the one who made me kill people! Like are you fucking kidding me?

"OK, you were also changing me too. I had to kill innocent people. And you think that spray painting stuff is worse" I argued. He was silent. "You are right. Go ahead, join them." He said to me. I looked into his eyes. "Look I'm sorry, OK" I replied. He shook his head at me. "Look, I just don't want you to change. OK, I should've...Never mind" He said. He walked away from me and disappeared into the woods.

What have I done? Well, who needs him? I have friends. Actual friends.