One and a half year exact
The last time we met
On my birthday, you left,
At midnight
When you left for your flight,
And never came back
That is why I have a whole stack,
Of what? Of your letters that you gave
That I read every day
I also write to you
If only you knew,
How much I write about you in the middle of the night
Looking at the way you and the stars shone so bright
But at the same time I struggle to fight,
I'm still stuck in the same place
Trying to keep up my pace
Without seeing that smile everyday on your face,
Every time I turn back, I am reminded of you
How in the school, back in the janitor's closet me you drew
And made me shut up by kissing me when I had no clue,
The times you were sleepy and you slept on my lap
And I was eventually into a trap,
That I loved very much
Every touch,
Now I'm tied with a chain
Trying to resist the pain
While the memories in my mind never drain,
How not one day goes not remembering you
And it is true,
No matter how mad I get
Even when you threw me in the pool and made me all wet,
But then you came in too
Then you brushed your lips against mine as light a feather,
I am losing everything I had
Which is stupid and sad,
Now it's impossible to get back to you
Good Luck to me, finding someone new,
Which will obviously not take place
Cause I don't have enough space,
Enough space for someone to heal my broken heart,
I'm fighting just for a feeling
That would never be healing,
You just disappeared
The thing that I feared
Then and there at that moment I was teared,
I can't sleep at all
I see black, reminded of you, then I fall,
Into a black hole
And there goes my goal,
That's me every night
That is how I somehow try to stay away from the fight,
Now I'm sitting on the floor
Hoping you'd come knocking at my door,
But I know that wouldn't happen,
So here I am
A broken mess
Left Alone
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PoetryThe words do not have to rhyme because they hold something far more valuable than words. They hold emotions, feelings and much more. Completed ✔ ________________________ Highest Rankings: #1 in abandoned-- 28/2/2019 #2 in dailythoughts-- 6/7/2019 ...