her demon

And it pulls you in

"The darkness has a pull it reaches out to you and you can never get free."
" but what if I don't want to?"

As I lay there and look in to his eyes I can see the darkness in them it draws me in  next thing I know I'm kissing him with hunger. Shoving my hands in is hair. His hands grip my hips tighter as he growls. I pull back slowly with a gasp. He blinks slowly with a look of shock.
" why did you stop? How did you stop?" His eyes was a bright red deep and calling to me. I understand now why he is shocked he had used his powers to keep me kissing him. I pull away form him anger coming of of me in waves. His grip on my hips gets tighter and he holds me there. "How did you stop!" He growls his eyes getting brighter. I can feel his  member poking my leg as I try to yank my self away. Pulling at his hands as his nails dig in to my skin making me yelp in pain. I close my eyes and try to breath and not think about how he made me feel how his touch sent tingles all over my body. I keep pulling at his hands as blood runs down my hips. I couldn't even feel the pain at this point I was so mad. I ripped my self from him making long gashes on my hips where his hands used to be. He glared down at me where I now sat on the floor holding my hips. He stood up slowly and walked in to my bath room grabbing a wash cloth and peroxide. He forced my hands away and started cleaning the cuts not saying a word to me. I couldn't tell what he was thinking he face was like stone. When he was done I threw my now ripped shirt away and changed in to a tank top and shorts I threw a blanket on my couch for him and went in my room. I was so done with him at this point. I pulled at my hair as I looked at my self . What have I done I brought a demon to my world my home. What was I thinking. I sit on my bed and pull my knees to my chest and blast my music as I cry softly. Looking at the photo of my brother. "if you where here this would have never happened". I turned away from the photo I couldn't look at that smile any more. It had been fake he faked happiness so well. Only I knew that tho everyone thought he ran away but I knew he was gone no one just disappears in the woods especially woods that he knew like the back of his hand. I know that he didn't want to be found and he never will. I went to my door and looked out he had sat my brothers coat on the floor. He had left it here the last time I seen him. Looking at it by the couch like that it was like he was here agin staying the night before he would go do his ghost hunts. I used to think it was so silly but here I am to say with a demon on my couch because I was looking for what he never found. I think deep down I was hoping one day I'd find him or what was left of him. I closed my door slowly trying not to make a sound trying not to wake my "gust" . I lay back on my bed looking up at the sealing pretending I wasn't hurting that I didn't want to to cut. I close my eyes tight trying to think of anything but him. But it doesn't work I start to think of the last time I seen him and the last thing I said
                              2 years ago
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I stood in front of my brother as he packed his stuff for another hunt.  I yanked his jacket out of his bag before he could closed it. He looked at me with a look that could kill. " pandora I need that it's going to be cold." He trued to reach for it and I yanked it away and held it to my chest. " you don't have to go John." I step back and pout. " none of it is even real." He sighs and shacks his head. " you don't know that you just want me to stay so you won't be alone." I look down and grip is jacket tighter. " please stay John. I need you here." He shacks his head and closes his bag not even bothering to get his jacket from me. He slung it over his shoulder and started walking to his van. I dropped his jacket and started to run after him. I grab his arm and pull him a few steps back. Something was going to go wrong I could feel it. He looked back at me with a soft smile. "I have to go pandora please. It's my job to help people and hunt theses ghost." I growl. " they aren't real you are just as much as a scammer as those hunters on tv except you don't get paid!" His face turns hard and he yanks his hand from mine and starts to walk to his van faster. I run after him. " wait John I didn't mean it I just want you to stay. He slammed the car door in my face and started it up. I knocked on his window. " John please something going to go wrong please stay."  He rolled down his window and glared at me. " pandora stop I'm not staying hear this is my job get over it I don't care what you think now get away from my car." I step away from his car my mouth hanging open. " I love you pandora I'll see you in a week." I let out a frustrated scream And yell. " no you won't you dumb ass I won't be here and you know it your running from your problems." He didn't say anything just rolled up his window and drove off. I picked up his jacket on my walk back up to the house.
                    Present day
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I never ended up starting college that year because my brother never came back from that trip. The tribe gave him a job that killed him I just know it. I curled up in a ball and trued to fall a sleep. Sleep always helps me forget about him. Well till the next day. I hear my door open but don't move, Closing my eyes  who ever it is will go way is what I think before I drift off to sleep with my brothers face burning in to my mind.
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Well that's all every one I hope you liked it I'll be posting more tomorrow night I think if not don't worry I will soon I'm just a bit busy with my sons birthday coming up like and comment please!!!! So I can make this story better love y'all ❤️