Coffee ↠ Kim Jungwoo {Hiatus}

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Jungwoo's POV

I came back to Busan after mom insisting. She said that I should go and continue my life. Well you know Busan isn't that bad....

As I arrived Doyoung greeted me with a big tight hug. We chatted for 10 minutes before he left.

I went upstairs to my room... I feel dizzy, I want to cry, I don't know what's wrong with me... this feeling is the worse tbh when you just want to cry for nothing... I don't even know if it's right I was just smiling few seconds ago what's wrong with me

I took a box out, it was under my bed.... I had many stuff in it... bandages, a blade, sleeping pills, and many other things....

What am I doing!? I should put it you want

But no one cares oh boy... did you forget that feeling?

I am not doing it again...

You want to, tho... remember the old good days when you just cut yourself and enjoy the pain, c'mon do it!

No! I promised not to!

You promised but whatever I mean is there anyone here to judge you? Also your long sleeve shirt misses you, and your bandages everyone loved your style

Please leave me!

DO IT!

Before I realized I was holding the blade and cutting my wrist... as soon as I noticed I stopped

"Why?! Why?! I should stop, this won't help me... tho death will... nope Jungwoo don't!"

Then I heard a knock downstairs it was loud enough for me to hear it...

Mia POV

I was going to visit Jungwoo since Doyoung told me he is back, "probably he needs to talk to someone" ugh I am not a psychologist. I will try anyway he is a good friend after all. So I kept knocking but no one opened maybe he is in his apartment?

When I was about to give up and go home he showed up wearing a cute white oversized shirt with black jeans

"Hey~ it's so nice to see you Mia!" Jungwoo greeted me cheerfully... his eyes are a bit red... was he... no way

"Come in" he smiled at me "alright..." I went in and with Jungwoo

"So... how was your trip? Is your father okay?" I asked him "yeah, he is stubborn, yes doesn't want to die... yet" he smile while looking down I noticed him scratching his left wrist and he looks in pain

"Are you okay? Is there anything you would like to talk about?" I tried not to sound nosy.

"Well... what's so good about life that you don't want to end it?" he asked me, his voice almost broke...

"For me? Hmm... I... I never like my life... but when I look back at all the memories I made with people I know, I smile again, actually life isn't that good I mean everyone would go through bad things"

"Not everyone...." he interrupted me

"We all face hardships and the winner is not who doesn't face any... it's who make it out of them These people aren't happy at all... bad things is what makes you who you are, it makes you stronger it prepares you for the worse I am really the worse at these stuff but I hope you got my point"

Jungwoo's eyes teared up I didn't know what to do, I want to hug him so bad but... it will be weird but just then I felt his hand on mine

"You need a hug?" WTF why did I say that, god just kill me "Yes... please..." he whispered so I just sat closer and hugged him.

"Thanks..." he said after a few minutes

"It... it's okay" I was blushing and I could barely hide it.

I stayed till 9 p.m. as he asked I went home hoping that he is better and won't do anything stupid

"Yo sis! Where have you been?" Lucas opened the door for me. "At Jungwoo's café" I replied.

"Doyoung?" he asked "Nope, Jungwoo is back" I smiled "Oh really? How's he?"

I went to my room "Not bad, just tired because of traveling" I lied. "Uh-huh! I know that feeling, anyway I will go to sleep you should too I talked with your dean he allowed you to go back in 2 days!"

"What!!? Why I was having some good time" he ignored me.

Next day Lucas went to my university alone actually he went to his classes first but yeah. So I went to jungwoo to see him, he was busy with some clients he looked so cute his messy hair and him smiling while running from a table to another to an angry client to a young girl with her mom giving her sweets. I went in and all table were busy so I just went to the counter he was talking to a customer. As the guy left Jungwoo turned towards me. "Hey Mia" he ruffled his hair. "Hey Jungwoo". He looked confused he leaned in and said "is it true that you are they one who did THAT thing to Heyrim?"

Fuck! how did he know?! SHIT I am going to be cancelled

"Uhm... yes..." I stuttered "Really?" he added "Yeah... I am sor-"

"OMG don't be! She got what she deserve for being a hoe with her family and friends and everyone so thank you" he laughed as he told me

Wait what?

"Uhm... okay?"

"Would you like to go to the park after I finish my job?" he asked smiling his usual bright smile

"Sure I will help you, Doyoung taught me lol" I replied. I stayed to help him since I have nothing better to do.

After he closed his café we went to a close park and walked for a bit....

The way he speaks, laughs, smiles, blushes, walks, play with his hair and everything he does is more than perfect to me... I shouldn't be saying this we are just friends. I don't even know him that much.

Okay imma stop...

*A/N: hey guys sorry for slow update anyway I got writer's block and idk how to finish this chapter sorry T-T also school started and I am just sooo busy*

 btw thanks to whoever's reading my bad work luuuuv ya

*peace*