ᎬᏢᎻᎬᎷᎬᎡᎪᏞ ( pjm ♡ jjk )

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i'm getting back on my feet again.

i explained to my teachers that i'd had personal issues going on that affected my performance, and most of them allowed me to redo the assignments i'd fucked up on.

they're all so kind compared to yoongi's teachers, i couldn't help but laugh when he went on another huge rant to me about how one of them still doesn't know his name even though it's his fourth year with him as a student.

i even started playing video games again to keep my mind off of... him, and it's working pretty well so far.

yes, i think i'm going to be fine.

"jeon jungkook?"

i'm not going to be fine.

dread filled my stomach as i recognized the voice of the one person i had hoped to never see again.

her.

"han eunbyul."

i turned to face her, remembering her short skirts, crop tops, and flashy make-up, but what i saw was not what i expected.

she looked so different.

gone were her revealing clothes from when i last saw her, she was instead wearing a cardigan and jeans. she had no make up on either. and were those glasses?

eunbyul fidgeted, obviously nervous under my stare.

"can we... can we talk?"

i scoffed.

"last time you asked me to 'talk' you forced yourself onto me and ruined my relationship."

she closed her eyes as if she was recalling a painful memory.

"i know," she said quietly, a bitter smile on her face. "but this time it really is just talking."

• 💌 •

dear jimin,

i'm not planning on sending this so i'm not really sure why i'm writing it, but i guess that this has become a way for me to just say what i'm feeling.

i always felt comfortable confiding in you.

for the first time, i ran into eunbyul.

she's really different, mainly because she isn't trying to sleep with me.

but asides from that, her personality and appearance have completely changed.

what exactly happened while i was gone?

i'm walking with her as i write this. she says she wants to talk so we're heading to jin-hyung's coffee shop. what she wants to talk about is unbeknownst to me.

i guess the universe really doesn't want me to be okay since every time i think i'm starting to get over you, something happens that sends you straight to my mind again.

love,
jeon jungkook