{Nicki's POV}
"So wassup witchu Nick?" Giovanni says through the glass that separates us for my safety. His eyes roam my face. "I'm glad you finally came to see me."
"Yeah..." I leave it at that. Not really wanting to extend this visit longer than necessary.
"That's all you got to say to big brother after all these months? Nick, I'm not the bad guy. I've always been innocent and you know that." I do know that. It's the fact that he let it happen.
"I know Gio. I'm just pissed off. I miss you and I'm really trying to find a way to tell Rih about my past. She deserves to know." I look down.
"Ahh, ya little girlfriend. When can I meet her?" I try not to let the reluctance show on my face but my expressions are like a book into my emotions. "Nick, I'm really trying here. I fucked up just like you fucked up." My eyebrows came together but my mouth was too fast for my brain.
"My fuck up ain't land me in jail, damn!" The guard looked at me but I just nodded to let him know I'm good.
"It would have if I ain't tell momma." My eyes start to water.
"And now she or daddy don't want nothin' to do with me. It's yo fault. You could have helped me 'cause I'm your fuckin' sista." My accent came out heavily. It's all his fault. If he hadn't told my momma then I wouldn't have been in rehab and they would still be in my life. He would still be in my life...maybe even my baby would still be here. I lost everything and drugs were the only way to feel that hole but I guess I can't go that route anymore.
"Would you listen to yourself, Onika? If I didn't tell momma, you would be dead. I would have lost you, Nick. My only sister. My fuckin' bestfriend." He wiped the tears from his eyes. "M-momma left because she couldn't handle that you were on drugs, so she left. She was scared and you know what? Our sperm donor pussy ass went right along with her." He sniffed before the guard held up his hand, signaling we had 5 minutes left.
"I'm sorry." I put the phone back on the receiver and grabbed my stuff and left. I can't deal with this right now. I let the tears slip from my eyes as I enter my car. Growing up was so hard and no therapist or psychiatrist could get rid of my demons but I know what could.
{Rih's POV}
I shake my head and swerve through traffic as all these thoughts run through my brain. I wanted to believe they was lying but ain't no way Kayla stupid ass could make up a lie like that. I knew Nick had a brother, two actually but jail was never mentioned.
I pull in my driveway and put my head on the steering wheel. What I did next felt right...
"Hello?" The voice I haven't heard in a year rattled my brain. I bit my lip and shook my head before hanging up. A few seconds later I get a text with only a one word question... 'Address?'
I quickly typed as if that was going to ease the anxiety I was feeling then rested my head back on the steering wheel.
I finally get out the car when I felt the urge to pee...there is nothing in me telling me that I'm right but there is nothing stopping me. Fuck it.
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{Nicki's POV}
I smiled thinking about Rih. Lately she's been my only happiness and I wouldn't trade her for a thing. I wipe the stray tear as I finally pull away from this place.
I need food. I decide to go to Five Guys. I pull out my phone and shoot a text to Rih, just telling her I'm on my way and asking if there was something she wanted from here. When I didn't get a response back by the time I hit the restaurant I just decided to get her the same thing as me.
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I get back in the car and pull away. Why the hell isn't she texting me back? It's been 30 minutes. I immediately started thinking the worse. I sped to her house only to be met my another car in my usual parking space...I raise my eyebrow.I get out the car with both of our food in our hand and head to the door. The door was unlocked. I told her about that.
The house was really quiet and I started to get nervous but the sneaky bitch in me told me to stay quiet. I sit the food down and take my shoes off to avoid noise. When I reach the top of the stairs I hear laughing, but not normal laughing. It was more flirty and sexual and it wasn't Rih.
A tear almost came up but I uno reversed that hoe because I'm about to tear some shit up. I tip toe to the bedroom, only to find it empty but my clothes are everywhere.
That just made me more pissed off. I get closer to the bathroom and peek through the cracked door. What I seen had to be the most disrespectful shit in the world.
I seen not one, but TWO. TWOOOO bitches in the bathroom with her. One in the tub with her and the other one in MY ROBE sitting on the toilet seat, rubbing on herself.
I contemplated what to do next. Nothing that could land me in prison but it has to be good.
I knew I had a good 30 minutes before they come out. I pack my shit in 10. I wrote a little love note followed by xoxo and a kiss in 3 minutes. I also put a sticky note on the bathroom door asking for my robe to be washed and burned... 30 seconds. I manage to record a little bit of what's going on. That took about 5 minutes. I go back downstairs and throw all her shoes on the roof...well all of them except for the left ones. I kept those ones. That took 7 minutes. I prayed...that took 3 minutes. Then fixed my lipgloss and drove off.
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Fight Less Love More || RihannaxNicki Minaj
FanfictionThis is a lesbian fanfic. Onika is naïve yet smart women who assumes that she is straight that is until she meets Robyn Fenty. Will the drama weigh down and collapse their relationship or will they learn to fight less and love more.