:SUICIDE
I came home from work and I heard moaning like always this always happens.
I put my stuff up and sit at the couch and put my head on my hand and pull up my sleeve all these cuts and bruises I get for only telling him what he's doing wrong.
I get my phone out and I listen to Toni romiti-nothing on me.
me:she ain't got nothing on me she can try to replace me.
that's when the music turned off and I got a message from my BESTfriend.chayla
are you going out to the habachi grill with me shay,zay,and samiya,and Dovontae,and,Andrew
Yes
ok
bye cha
bye
that's when zay my boyfriend and hi litte hoe he fuck everyday I think her name Karen.
she rolled her eyes at me and I bucked at her.
that's when zay closed the door.
zay:hey bae
me:hi
zay:can I have a kiss
me:I'm sleepy I'm taking a shower and going to sleep
zay:so that's how you feel.why you mad at me
me:if I tell you you know wats going go down all you going do is hit me I'm trying tell you what you doing but you always hitting somebody.so you know what you can keep fucking yo little hoe karen I really don't care.
zay:(gets in my face)but I love you doee
me:Mhmm whatever.I go in me and zay room and go in our bathroom and shut the door.
I say real loud and I lock the bathroom door too.
I FUCKING HATE YOU ZAY.
zay:(banging on the door)open this damn door now monie
me:leeme take shower first
zay:wait till you get out this damn shower imma show you how my mama did me she woop me while I was wet
me:ok so what
I got in the shower and sat down in the tub and relaxed.
I turned on on my phone and put on Jeremiah-don't tell em
I sat there after 15mins
I got out brushed my teeth.
I got out my raiser and started cutting myself.
it feels nice I wiped up the blood and I went into my room I saw zay with his fist bald up.
zay:BITCH YOU CAN SAY SHIT BEHIND DOORS BUT CANT SAY IT TO MY FACE
I put my love pajama shorts on they showed my butt checks so I pulled them down.
and I put my blue plain shirt on.
zay:(still talking shit)
me:zay why do you keep hitting me
zay:you really wanna know why because Dovontae has feelings for you and everytime I go through your phone you always saying hey bae and saying I love you boo.
but when we text you be like ok whatever idc or I hate you.
me: ONLY BECAUSE YOU KEEP FUCKING HITTING ME
zay:you know what monie imma be the bigger person.I'm sorry and if I hit you again my fault I'm sorry.
that's when I got on top of him and said.
me:but you keep fucking karen and I'm suppose to be with you baby.
zay:I only do it cos I get frustrated with you.
me:you know what zay I'll sleep downstairs.
zay:no your not
me:wanna bet
zay:yup
I walk straight pass him he blocked me from going downstairs.
me:move
zay:no
me:please
zay:no I got on the floor and went under his arm and ran downstairs to the couch.
zay came downstairs.
and he pulled my legs and made me fall on the floor.
me:(laughing)leave me aloneee
zay:nope
I held on the chair and I got out his grip and got on the couch.
me:gimme kiss(wiggling my fingers and holding my hands out)
zay comes over and gives me kiss.
he gets on top of me.
me:I luh u
zay:I luh you more baby girl
me:zay I'm ready
zay:are you sure monie
me:yes
zay:ok
he took his shirt off and I saw his 6 pack.
I took my shirt off and he started feeling and sucking on my boobs that's when I took my shorts and panties off and he ate me out and he pulled out the D and we did the nasty.
that's when I put my clothes on and fell asleep.
ik it was boring but trust me next chapter will be good but leeme go get ma snicker.
