(My frist poem to post. This is crap but I'm posting it anyways so yeah. I hope you guys enjoy it please send me feedback on if you think i should do more poems)
TRIGGER WARNING: (IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY SUICIDE OR SELF HARM PLEASE DO NOT READ)
Lost and alone
He took her, he saved her
He made her, he broke her
She breathed, she swallowed
Deep down it's hollow
Golden eyes and masterminds
Dead she was, but the afterlife
will never fulfill her needs
As she barely survived
Breathe alone
You're better than you know
Walk alone
You're stronger than you know
Think alone
You're smarter than you know
She's left on this world
With no one to hold
She's left on this world
With no purpose at all
She breathes for the last time in a while
Last moves and the very last smile
As she took the metal from the tiles
On her bathroom floor, in denial
That she'll ever find love again
That she'll ever be the same again
She winced at the feel of the sharp metal on her wrist
She felt bad for the others but then remembered
That she was never ever gonna be remembered
As she dragged the razor against her skin
All memories of him came in
She missed the feeling of love again
But remembered that he started the problem she's in
The honest truth is she never felt worthy
And the one time she did
She realized he was all phony
All the messages, the texts
All the 'I love you's ' what's next?
All the cuddles and kisses
But look at her now
She sat in her bathtub as she said her last goodbye
To the boy who hurt her and beautified
Her broken mind
Her note said:
I wish I could say 'Thank you' but there's no one to listen
For I was just a trouble girl with problems of my own as they say
But I'm not
For I simply just was broken by my own choices
The choice to stay alive and continue
The choice to fall for the boy that broke me
The choice to hold on to something not worthy
So, forget me
And please God, forgive me
She let out another cry as she moved on to the other
Not wanting to live on or to ever bother
'Not one will miss me' she thought
'Not one will care'
'It's me and the voices, all in my head'
And now she bled on her bathroom floor
She did it, she made it
To the other world
A world accepting of her flaws
Little did she know, down below
The boy cried endlessly
Never forgiving himself as he grew old
The boy loved her deeply
But he only knew he loved truly until he let her go
Never to take advantage of another's soul
Golden eyes and masterminds
Dead she was, but the afterlife
will never fulfill her needs
As she barely survived
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alright hoes das it for dis chapter
Should i do more poems or should i just delete my account? Lmao
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Butterfly Minds
RandomJust a bunch of short stories, one shots, and poems I wrote in my free time Not all has to do with IT and ST or anything if that sort (not all are fanfics) but some of them might be There are some triggering chapters in this book but I have put Tri...
