𝐈 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐀𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮, 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫

Regrets And Thoughts

Chris P O V

Its was my mistake..  I lost her
I messed up everything.. People used to say
"You never really miss someone until they're gone"

Now I realize it.. I thought I could live without but in real, Im a jigsaw puzzle and I lost of my pieces. It was "My Everything "

No matter what happens, Im gonna find her.. Im gonna find the love of my life.. Now I admit it, she's is the one that makes me happy, she's is my life and she is my everything ..  Eventhou I was happy with my ex Minka back then and everything was nice but I never really felt the love between us in some parts.. But with Y/N... We do fight alot but there's is a strong love between us, I always felt it.. Now, I need to find Y/N, my Y/N back.. I Love You Y/N, Its Forever

Y/N   P O V

I left him.. I hope he is happy and relaxed now.. I came back to my old house that I used to stay.. Its located around hill area...Well, No one knows about this old house of mine except my Y/B/F/N .. Its time for me to free up my mind and heal the pain I have been going thru.. Eventhou its gonna be a hard time for me to heal but somehow I need to..

Skip time

Its 3am in the morning and there is a heavy rain flowing

I was looking thru the window and lost in thoughts.. Thoughts about Chris.. I left him because I want him to be happy.. I do still love him but "does he love me? " .. I asked myself .. But I know the answer, the answer is he doesn't love me anymore maybe he didn't loved me since the beginning..
Tears were running down my cheeks

" what mistake did I do to deserve this pain? .. Why everyone leaving me? Am I not good for them? I love them more than they do but in the end I get heartbreak.. Am I that bad?.. I asked myself..  People keep on hurting me and I keep on crying.. Thats all I can do

I have gone thru so many heartbreaks and pain since I was a kid.. This things isn't new in my life.. Im used to it.. Maybe I was meant to be alone.. All I know, I don't deserve happiness in my life.. But I know that now he is happy.. He is going to be with Minka soon and start his new life with her.. Maybe he will find me, Probably for the divorce and Im... Im emotionally ready for that eventhou its gonna break my heart more... But I love him and I want him to be happy forever..

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Please learn to appreciate those who loves you always... Dont regret when they're gone...