STAY WITH ME

Chapter 1

Raider Johnson took another drag from his cigarette. He let out puff of smoke from his lung this was it he thought. He was leaving there be nothing to take with him .He going to leave everything behind him including the furniture as well ,as there was no future in the house if only he could leave
the pain behind.he put out butt of his cigarette as he watched quietly the estate agent she was walking around in the house making phone calls in background while Raider just thought to himself the memories of her being left alone burned though his thoughts tears as he stare towards living room window facing the street came down softly he sorry he very sorry the hoe in office could had waited he had no remorse of choices he choose that night showed he loved her but lately man he was towards her just not enough somehow they had a fight the morning before the murder of her being missing kinda made him selfish. He couldn't ease the fact he lost his wife but he hoping once he left the house the memories will soon to fade away he knew if he stood In their home he wouldn't be able to take it or was it guilt he felt when he missed her phone calls Raid wasn't good with emotional pain maybe physical pain but emotional feelings he shut it out..He took another cigarette from his pocket started smoking another puff and the estate agent coughed and looked at him as she was on the phone said hey can you do me favor stop smoking I have clients that has asthma he coming to look at the house today I don't want him thinking house smell like bad smoke he nodded even though he could care less what she said look around he felt guilty he still smoking the cigarette in the house when she turn away to walk upstairs he stared at spot they said had so much blood on rug but it stressed him to know it took place in the living room to be exact where it took place pictures laying criss crossed on the floor it was horrible site blood was everywhere it places should never be at all over the place looked liked something was dragged out the living room like mudslide ..never again he picture it he wasn't there he at police station, he should had left work early instead of staying at the office ..was it because he fooling around with the hoe from office he hoped it wasn't no affair or pushing it he loved his wife dearly they were together for 4 years and married 2 .." Are you ready?" the real estate asked appear in the entrance of the living room she didn't appear happy knowing she ask him to put the cigarette out but business is business she had show her poker face here she said sign these papers handing him stack of papers so this deal can be over as soon as possible . "Where do I sign  he said taking the papers I have circled all important things you must signed she waited patiently as he went though all the paperwork finally signing the stack of papers in his hand "she all yours. He said handing her back the documents are you sure you don't want to bring anything with you, I know you said u wanted us to sell the house the way it is..yes he said staring at the floor where once it cover in blood now bleached white again " its ok I don't need anything I had everything I need in this bag" he pointed at duffel bag that was on his shoulders he wasn't taking anything reminded him of them he only took bare minimum which was clothes and few letters "..ok just sign these papers I'll let u know as soon someone buy the house ..good he said I'm sure good couple love it here ..oh yes especially since it just remodel he finish signing it handing it to her it's all yours now ..she nodded well i got to go catch my flight who will u be staying with if u don't mind just in case I had to fly out to talk to bout the house ..with my in laws or brother ..u had my cell number he said placing his other book bag on his shoulder ..He followed her out the door..it wasn't that serious yes he brought the house but the house didn't had years of memories of them here together since he had just brought the house only that one scary memories he couldn't shake the night he lost his wife for good .. only thing he going to missed is patio room he had built extra she loved to have to hang plants and stuff sometimes listen to music as she painted pictures she good painting she painted pictures sometimes stole them for extra money
In newspapers they saying she might been alive but kipnap but no one knew for sure since she kipnap straight from her house because of blood and gruesome way it happened they saying she might been dead as well to survive that attack probably nearly impossible. There lot blood everywhere
just when he walked down the stair he turn back to real estate how bout this you can keep the whole percent of the house she looked at him in shock like he was kidding but didn't say nothing just agree he call the cab in 10 minutes the yellow cab pull up on the curb..Once he got in the call ask where is you heading too ..He said to airport ..that then he realize he was scare of flying .Most of the time he flew with his wife mostly to vacations she would always sure him that it be ok..he usually took sleep medication slept though most of the flight while his wife watch over him she usually made sure they was alright since she hated sleeping on planes and often thought it was scary site to fall asleep on them just in case something happens he was the opposite...He took one last look of the house but it wasn't long good glance since cab pull off rather quick since he need to get to airport as soon as possible.he made to airport just 1 hour and 15 minutes before his flight the airport surprisely was to full or busy he got his ticket and only small luggage so he didn't have to worry about about overhead luggage he stole most all his belongings with the house he wasn't trying to remember anything about the past or his memories that came with the house he board the plane he glance at his ticket he got a seat by window he sat down got comfortable it still some time before plane was going to take off  just as announcement came on he close his eyes a woman voice woken him up